AiSy cRazY

MOVED!

2008-11-14T18:23:00.001-08:00

prelims

2008-09-16T04:49:00.000-07:00

So the prelims are finally coming to an end. Yea, sense my agony? Well on one hand, i cant wait to rejoice and perhaps spend a day or two chilling out. But then on the other hand, i know A's will just be creeping up shortly after this. DAYMN. I wanna spend my raya well :(

ok i shouldnt even be here right now. Crap.

Study break

2008-08-24T06:00:00.000-07:00

So technically, revision's supposed to be in full swing by right now. Shucks i havent feel it yet. PRESSURE! Where issit? i Need It! Gosh, im going bonkers.

Pardon me for my unusual self. Anyway, as i was saying, school's out and revision's IN. For good. Not really the best thing to into right now. But hey, that's life. what can ya say.

I just found out smthg today. Im not exactly friends with STATISTICS. Agh. Now, that's a bugger. So far, ive been in denial, thinking that i could handle STATS. But NOOOOOO....... The revision package just relentlessly burst my bubble. It just HAD TO! Like seriously, I couldnt do MOST OF THE QUESTIONS. Now is that daunting or what. ARGH!

Ok, ive got to calm myself down. One step at a time aisy..... Breathe in.... and out.......

all messed up

2008-08-07T04:38:00.000-07:00

Ok so i was dwelling over the fact that i didnt study for my math test today. Because why? I slept for 7.5 hours straight last night! Goodness me! What am i doing right?! Agh, i just didnt wake up in the middle of the night. It's as simple as that.

My cousin's getting married tomorrow. Cool. 080808. Ok, and so i'll just have ot miss my First Ubin trip. Hurhur. I wanna join in for cycling!:(

So anyways, i found a new love. Naad let me listen to ONE BLOOD by the game. And im hooked! i downloaded it, and yep its been playing on my mp3 ever since. Wee:P

One Blood (Remix) - The Game & 24 Rappers

Monotonous

2008-08-01T05:26:00.000-07:00

So this week has been relatively dull and tedious. Same old tutorials and revision packages that need to be rushed through (or even glanced/browsed through). Gotta pick up the momentum man. Ah, I'm lagging behind! HELP!

But anyways, on a lighter note, A101 had our photo-taking. Yay! Kinda glad that the whole class was enthu about it :P Oh yeah, the arrows worked out great. Let's just hope people get it when they see our photos in the college annual next year.

cranky & grumpy

2008-07-25T03:39:00.000-07:00

Daymn, i gotta say sorry for those victimized by my awful PMS today. Seriously, those who literally just spoke a word to me would get it from me (especially the guys). Sorry terence and leroi. Didnt really mean to bug you guys out today. But anyways, even though the day started off great with dance class, it didnt sustain throughout unfortunately. I got pretty dazed after GP, and guess what. I had a bugging headache to top that off. ARGH! BUGGER!

dancefest

2008-07-19T05:49:00.000-07:00

Well done dancers! You guys were awesome! Gosh, i almost literally shouted my lungs out last night. Haha, YES, apparently we were THAT CRAZY! Lemme tell ya, when dancers get together, there's bound to be raucous laughter, screeching sounds and whatnot. But there's what i love about us dancers :P We'll get high just like that. Woohoo! Tarantism i must say!

rise and shine

2008-07-12T19:46:00.000-07:00

Just say LAGOON, and yes you'll crave for all those nice stuff like chicken wings, sting ray, kebab, satay! Yep, i kinda over indulge and now i blew the scale. But its ok, it's just ONCE IN AWHILE.... yeah right.

Anyways, this sunday morning is off to a good start. I was the first one to wake up and since i didnt do much homework last night i thought i should start on homework asap. My dad was so sweet, he made for me breakfast. He says "hunger disturbs the mind" so yeah, he made me some egg omelette sandwich and poured me a glass of milk to go a long with it. THANKS ABAH!

mye results

2008-07-11T17:38:00.000-07:00

Ok so i've gotten back most of my papers by now. Not satisfying to say the least. I was terribly appalled by my human geography paper. The result was just purely unacceptable i thought. I mean, seriously, its a disgraceful U, and there's no need for me to further describe it. Ok, so no use dwelling on it. But just let me be this remorseful just for now.

Post MYE

2008-07-09T03:16:00.000-07:00

So, today, WE START AFRESH. And yes, i really do mean it ( i hope). Enough of procrastinating unnecessarily, ridiculously counting down the hours to the end of school, or even thinking of getting myself hooked to the tele (well, maybe i should be excused for So you think you can dance and PrisonBreak). It's high time to pull up my socks and start swinging in the revision papers, TYS(s) and whatnot. Well, picture this, a 25 +++dollars worth of papers to be bought tomorrow. Can you believe that? I certainly cant! I guess i'll just have to see it for myself tomorrow. Better start cracking now. Toodles!

Out with besties

2008-07-06T03:14:00.000-07:00

First thing i did when Rin sent me the pics, find a nice picture of the 3 of us. Goodness gracious me. I realise we girls can get quite unglam and clumsy when it comes to taking candid shots. Anyways, it would have been great if mazmo was there last night.

So, we hung out at tong seng (as usual) and then we went to esplanade to chill. Gee, the crowd was ridiculously getting on my nerves. Partly was coz of the NDP rehearsal at the bay. Oh and then there were tonnes of mats and their groupies too (lol as if i would know).

school

2008-07-04T18:28:00.000-07:00

So yeap, school started yesterday. Honestly i felt kinda outta place. Not that i dont want school to resume. It's just that the rush at the train station, the crowd in the canteen and getting to classes on time, man i need sometime to adjust again. AHAHA. Seriously, i feel outta place.

Oh something funny happened during PE. Guess what the girls played? "WHAT TIME IS IT MR WOLF!" *lmao* Gosh, we're so childish. I bet we got scorned off by the teachers and the people around us. But wad'ya know, it was tonnes of fun!

Anyways, i got back my GP paper 2. Not impressive at all. I mean, i knew i could have done much better for my AQ. Ergh.

On a lighter note, i got to hang out with my sexay ladies for awhile after school. Nothing beats chatting and bitching with naq and shaz after GP. HAHA, i miss dancing and i miss all the dancers! Cant wait to dance again :P

East Coast!

2008-07-04T00:46:00.000-07:00

Yay, last night was great! Finally i spent sometime OUTSIDE. I mean a whole friggin' month of endless agony! What can u say, i was going bonkers. HAHA. Revision, revision and revision. But oh wells, i managed to redeem myself at ECP. It's always great to chill and hang out there. Lovely :P

Naad, tanu and I went cycling. Even though the saying goes "two's a company, three's a crowd", nah that wasnt the case for us. HAHA! It was kinda weird coz the spot we chilled at had many couples all around. So ironically and technically, we looked like misfits! But then again who cares right? Anyways, we had a nice girl talk and emo-fied by the beach. Thanks again gals for the awesome night :D

Mid years, OUT! Holidays, IN!

2008-07-02T02:15:00.000-07:00

It's kinda naive for me to say that im gonna have my share of HOLIDAYS now. Cuz the thing is, my form of holiday is just a 2-day thing. But wad'ya know, im going to hang out like no one's business tmr. HAHA!

post gua musang

2008-06-07T04:08:00.000-07:00

Gotta say, the trip was damn right fun. It was a blast! Seriously. Frankly i didnt think it would be that fun initially. But i was wrong. Yep, glad for that. Anyways, now that im back from the trip i've done nothing much but mainly recovering from fatigue and withdrawal symptoms of the trip. Yeah, yeah I sound like a loser.

Well gotta be proud for having to watch my pride and prejudice, AT LAST! Gosh im so slow. Ought to be shot i must say. Anyways, mr darcy cant get any hotter I SWEAR! Oh and not to mention the lovely Lizzy. One heck of a gal!

Gee i spent the whole afternoon reading my text and of course i had to go online for awhile. Managed to catch elysium's debut concert yet again. Well i cant help it what can i say.

alright, better start on my geography rite now. toodles!

ousted

2008-05-10T09:51:00.000-07:00

Gosh, it was finally time for him to go. Damn. I really wanted him to be in the top 3. Haiz, but wth i guess top 4 is still good nonetheless. So sad to see him go.

~Castro-fied!~

4th week in school

2008-04-11T08:48:00.000-07:00

This week was relatively pleasing.
We had to resume techniques class with Ms Wee.
That was quite a challenge in itself. I mean, it's been quite sometime since we last danced. But then again, i needed the workout, so yeah. It was not that bad after all.
Edward scissorshand was poignant. Heartrending! But daymn, Johnny Depp has always been cute.

Oh yes, Movie marathon was fun. Too bad, naad, amanda and the rest couldn't join. Nonetheless, it was still great to see everyone cramped up in the hall with their sleeping bags, laptops, teddy bears and whatnot.
Quite a scene i guess.
A bunch of rawdy kids were sitting behind us. Such a spoiler.
Oh and i slept in between the movies. HAHA, couldn't help it la.
My eyes were droopy.

PW results.
"A"
Lovely.

aftermath of blockies

2008-04-04T06:06:00.000-07:00

I must say the 3rd week of school was quite a tolerable and satisfactory one. Well, not to say that I got fantastic results or neither did i won the lottery. It's just that I find myself rather calm and collected these days. Daymn, i could still remember what march holidays was like just 3 weeks ago and how hell life was like when i still had to juggle both school and dance in the first term. Hate to say it but i was just scatterbrained most of the time. But I'm glad things finally got off the hook, and I'm back on track (academic-wise that is).

So now i know where i stand in class. My math, geo, gp, lit and econs. Gotta say that i was kinda disappointed with my math result. Could have gotten 12-13 marks extra actually. But i guess my absentmindedness took over me, and in the end i gave those precious marks away as carelessness. What a heartache!

Shant carry on with the rest of my marks. It's just unbearable now that i think of it. As much as I am numb and apathetic towards my block test results, it's kinda hard to swallow once you actually see and realise that YES, i've got tonnes of catching up to do. Shouldn't dwell on this anymore i guess. I better start on my tutorials now.

Castro FRENZY!

2008-03-28T21:04:00.000-07:00

Gotta tell ya, this is my favourite song at the moment. THE CHANGE by Keeping lions/Charlemagne. And YES, Jason castro was THE DRUMMER of the band. Sadly, the band was disbanded lately. But daymn he sure looked good in this video. Hotness!

Jason castro galore

2008-03-28T20:38:00.000-07:00

If only he sings these songs on idol. He'd definitely score!

Aftermath of block test..... Arrival of pep talks

2008-03-26T08:33:00.000-07:00

~Time to buck up~ Pull up your socks~Wake up!!!~

I have no idea why but nowadays, EVERYTIME when i sit in for GP lessons, i get this sudden urge and mood to just immediately start mugging and working my ass of for As. Sound kinda far-fetched and ambitious aye? I mean, we're not even done with Mid-Years. Gee.

Well, the thing is, i guess Ms Hua's constant use of motivation or "psychology" as i may say, inevitably works for me. It's as simple as that. I'm a student, and i do listen to what they are saying. And somehow, as disturbing as it sounds, I feel so obedient that i actually do have the drive to really start settling down for my mugging sessions in school. LOL, i can't believe i'm really writing this down.

Anyways, words don't mean much. So tomorrow i'm gonna start revision for my AP & GP. I'll just grab my mugger-buddy and we'll make sure we'll study asap. Daymn, i really need this.

Fantabulous job dancers!

2008-03-22T21:11:00.000-07:00

Once again we hit the stage as one whole ensemble. The feeling was great. Memories from our own concert struck me when we were at the drama centre. Not to mention how crazy and extreme we were, the dancers obviously kicked some ass. HAHA. Guest performers; what an awesome feeling.

Concert Frenzy!

2008-03-20T09:37:00.000-07:00

Being able to dance again after a whole week of endless agony and pain of revolting tedious notes, was damn fulfilling. In a way that is. Though today was not exactly the most "hyped" concert mode we could possibly be in, still it felt good once we started practice.

Hearts dancers to the core! We rock! Gotta kick some ass when we hit the stage at Drama center on Saturday :D

2008-03-19T22:09:00.000-07:00

This video totally got me hooked into LA hip hop and lyrical hip hop. Damn my shoulders cant stop moving and head cant stop bobbing. LETS BOP TO THIS BEAT! Yeah!

2008-03-18T23:47:00.000-07:00

Trashing my block tests away

2008-03-18T03:08:00.000-07:00

Ignorance is bliss as they say. What utter rubbish sometimes i tend to wonder. For starters, time wasn't on my side as usual when i sit for papers. Daymn, I couldn't finish my comparative poem and P&P. And what more, total blankness hit me straight for geography. How am i suppose to figure out a landform that I'm not even sure of. Ergh.

I hate it when i comfort myself by saying that its ok to not do well. Sometimes i just set my targets so low, i guess i really need to sit down and revise them again. Common, its A levels year. Like it or not, I have to turn myself into the mugger-mode soon. Time to wake up aisy. You dont want history to repeat itself.

Confused, stressed and dis-oriented.

2008-03-16T21:50:00.000-07:00

Cant wait to perform for Tj's concert this Saturday. Been looking forward to it all week long. Damn, the stress for block test is just piling up. So far i've literally spent my WHOLE march holidays mugging non-stop. Well, thats a first. haha. 2 papers down, 3 more to go. Common aisy, u can do this.

Happy bdae abah!

2008-02-09T05:52:00.000-08:00

Today we celebrated abah's belated bdae :D YAY! We headed out to lagoon and boy we sure had one great dinner. Im literally bloated i cant even move my arse. Well, what can you say, all those chicken wings, fried chicken rice, grilled fish, yummmm, how can ANYONE resist? HAHA. Gosh, now im feeling kinda guilty for having stuffed myself with so much food. But then again, its only once in awhile that we get to go out and eat so much. So i guess its fine then :D

I gotta finish up alot of readings tomorrow. Been planning to use up my CNY holiday wisely. Hoping to catch up on income and employment for econs, and finish reading pride and prejudice. Hehe mr darcy, here i come!

Anyways, today we had latin practice and finally we got our shoes. Vetting is on next tuesday. Hopefully things will turn out just fine.

2008-01-18T00:05:00.000-08:00

BOOYA! Gosh, its been more than a month since i last blogged. Gee, thats LONG. Well i cant help it la. Dance is taking away my life. But its cool. Im actually ok with dancing 24/7 but its just that when it starts to affect my studies and my frens around me, im starting to feel bugged out. ARGH!

But good news is that Latin's choreo is FINALLY DONE! im so glad for that! But i cant actually enjoy just yet. I've tickets to sell! crap! 12 more tickets to go... hurhur! someone pls buy all my tickets at one go:( PLEASE!!!

-despo-

2007-12-08T20:54:00.000-08:00

I realised that i have been putting in the extra effort to update my blog every now and then. Well just to let you know, I've been dying to that ever since school got onto me. With you know, stuff like pw and promos. I'm just utterly glad that i have the ample time to do what I've been missing out on. Since dance practice is ending next week, i guess i have to dive in full swing for my holiday homework. Not exactly looking forward to that. Hmm, but what can i say. If there's no holiday homework, I'll definitely procrastinate even more. HAHA. Im planning to finish up my Geo case study today. Hopefully the paper I'm writing on would be credible enough. Ok then i better start on it now. Adios :P

rapsodi remix

2007-12-07T21:30:00.000-08:00

Hey, i was out last night. Catching Rapsodi remix LIVE at Mediacorp. Wasnt THAT significantly fantastic for me coz i caught myself stoning a few times in the theatre. But i do have to admit Hady gave quite a performance last night. Hmm or was it just his fans who made it very grand and exciting? Well i dont know, you judge. Anyways we the upper gallery seats :( why am i not surprised. LOL. Gosh i sound so pessimistic. Gee. Well, i guess the funny best moments of rapsodi was when the camera was off-air. Suhaimi Yusoff was dead hilarious with his cute stupid remarks and whatnot. HAHA.

Anyways, im starting on my homework now. Geo's case study. Im working on Manchester and Newcastle. Hopefully i can crap something out. :S

2007-12-06T20:43:00.000-08:00

Booya, call me kiasu but what can i say, the spirit of a true Singaporean lives within me. Haha. I queued up for free coffee at airport's Starbucks yesterday with Naad and the twins [Elaine and Pat]. It was fun. We got there slightly earlier. And noobs we were, we headed down to Macs first since there were no queue. So when the clocks struck 5, LOL the queue was never-ending! Ok, im exaggerating, but hell yeah the queue was long. I mean, we werent the ONLY Singaporeans there. I cant blame those kiasus. Anyhoos, we queued for about 20 mins and i finally got my doze of Mocha frappe. Coffee never tasted any good, the first sip that is. By the time we were halfway down with coffee, we had gotten quite sick. LOL. Oh wells, great thick coffee i suppose. Can u believe it, we went for a second serving after that. We had juices instead of coffee la. LOL. Still, we felt sick. OUR BAD. Tanu was so busy. I kind of felt sad cos she was up there working from 7 to 7. I hope she's having her well deserved rest now :P SLEEP well tanu!! love u! haha.

2007-11-29T08:19:00.000-08:00

I hung out for coffee last night with my parents and my lil bro at Starbucks, Marina square. Apparently my mom felt like going out so yeah. We already had our dinner so we reckon it was best to get some coffee and chill. So we got at Marina Sq, and guess who i bumped into. Well, not really any significant person or whatnot. It was just some random J2 people. Perhaps they went shopping for their prom outfits. Not surprised. So anyways, thats them. I was having my hot coffee, which i have no idea what its called [coz the name is so long]. My lil bro took a head start on his ice vanilla flavored coffee. Haha, and my parents had their share of hot coffee too. We just sat there, analyzing the place, and watching my second bro at work. I cant believe im saying this, but he does look good working at starbucks. I mean he looks quite pro at what he's working with. Yeah cheers for him on that. Haha.

Today was a pretty strenuous day. I had girls hip hop initially and then latin jazz. I was practically in school the whole day. My feet is sore coz of dancing wiht heels. But it was all good. The practice i mean. Hopefully we can cover more blocking by tomorrow. And HOPEFULLY we can pull it off for vetting next week. Gosh, im kinda freaked out by the thought that mr zaki is coming to watch us perform! ARGH! Paranoia!! HAHA. Ok, gotta go! ciao!

long gone

2007-11-26T02:07:00.000-08:00

Gosh, it's been weeks and months since i last blogged. I realised i tend to repeat this statement over and over again. LOL. Anyway, that aside, i wanna say thanks to those who STILL read my blog. Cheers to you guys aite. I appreciate it SO MUCH :D you guys rock my world.

So what have i been up to ALL these while? Ok lemme see. I shall start form the top aite. After promos, it was pure madness for PW. Im so freaking glad all those shit is FINALLY OVER. Oh but anyway, BIG THANK YOUS to my beloved PW mates. You guys were great!

Then came the J1 bash hoooha :D Naad, Linda, Mars, Malina, Sarah and I called ourselves the OFF-SHOULDERS. Gee i wonder why [we wore off-shoulders la obviously hehe]. Anyways, we gave a smacking hot performance at club momo. Omg im self-praising [how vain can i get? ahaha]. We combined 6 songs and mashed it into 1 BIG song which lasted for about 5 mins or so. We kicked off with SEPTEMBER by earth, wind and fire where we set our body popping and locking. Then we did a slow number with APOLOGISE by one republic and timbaland where we did a more contemp piece. Next was a sexy one by britney, GIMME MORE. And then we continued with a crazy and upbeat dance with THROW IT ON ME by timbaland again. Oh gosh we literally went mad with that one. haha. Then we slowed things down a lil bit with a hindi song. Finally we ended with a big bang with PETRIFIED by fort minor. It was really fun. Im so glad everyone liked our performance alot :D Im not sure if anyone managed to get a video for our performance though. I have to go and check it out.

Moving on, I ust had my OGL camp. Pretty ok i suppose. Frankly i felt that the previous OGL camp was better. Hmm i dono why. But anyhoooos, my group won second! So yeah that made up for everything i guess. LOL Im darn tired right now. And i had dance again today. Oh and guess what, i have dance tomorrow, thurs and fri! Gee.. haha Im working out so much this holiday. Better make sure i lose some extra pounds:P HAHAHA

2007-10-26T05:48:00.002-07:00

What happened?
THINGS happened.
Such unexplained circumstances pisses me off.
I've got no one to blame as i myself aint some perfect freak.
Im tired of hoping.
Im tired of it.
Im just gonna leave everything to HIM.
Things that we plan dont usually get executed the way we want them to.
So why bother?

2007-10-26T05:48:00.001-07:00

hope
that is one heck of a word
it sound so simple
yet its so freaking tough to be fulfilled
hope that holds a thousand different longings and desires
be it something small
or something big
everyone hopes.
it feels great,
only for that moment.
it breaks you down
when u know that hope brings you nowhere.

2007-10-26T05:48:00.000-07:00

Im feeling abit down today. A little on the emo side too i guess. I bet no one reads my damn blog anymore. I mean, look at me. I dont even update it. So yeah, i wont be surprised if people thought my blog was dead. Anyways, I was hoping this year raya would be loads better than last year. There was Os last year so that was an excuse not to have house visiting. But now, I dont know why. It feels somewhat like last year. I know OP is here, and everybody is busy for their own preparations and what not. But, how can we forgo raya outing? Argh. Pardon me if i sound over-reacting but yeah. Rin and Ain are apparently busy tomorrow. I was actually quite geared up for tomorrow. I guess it was all in vain then. Not in the best of moods now. Peace.

2007-10-07T01:10:00.000-07:00

Hey! Oh my, ive just realised that i havent been blogging for like a month or so. Cant help it i guess. Partly its school and partly its just that im plain lazy to blog. HAHA. Im such a pig sometimes. Anyhooos, Mj had its open house on friday. Omg, it was such a big HUHA. I mean, literally the WHOLE school was involved. Elysium got to perform of course. We managed to get 2 dance slots. One at around 12 noon and another at around 3pm. Goodness, the weather was so hot everyone was literally melting. But im glad we managed to pull through and out up a great performance. :D YAY

2007-08-26T00:34:00.000-07:00

Feeling kinda out of place lately. Been bothered too much by my upcoming tests next week. Sometimes i wonder if school is really out to get us. Took the initiative to wake up early today. I wanted to get over and done with geo so i could get a head start my Othello. But mind you, waking up early isnt REALLY a great deal for me coz after all i'd still have my share time to slack and watch the tv. Anywhooos, i guess i shant condemn myself too much. Haha.

Friday was a prety "sad" day for me coz you know why. I cant imagine myself in school next year. I wonder what'll be my daily perks. Hmm, lemme guess. Urie? Nah, I guess not. Haiz, i guess school's gonna be a hell lot more mundane and dreading. HAHA. Tuesdays will be drop dead boring coz of the long hours. I doubt i'll survive. Omg, i sound like such a wimp. Common aisy. Get yourself a grip!

Anyways, i cant wait for friday coz i'll be commemorating Be urself Day and teachers' day and aces day all at the same time. It'll be great. I hope. HAHA. Planning to head back to Cedar after that and catch up with my sexy ladies and all. Oh gosh, i miss em SO MUCH. Girls, we gotta watch Hairspray on friday ok? Teehee, i miss swooning over zac efron.

2007-08-19T01:35:00.000-07:00

big plans for the weekend

2007-08-17T05:19:00.000-07:00

Finally it's the weekened again. Thankfully i havent got MUCH tutorials to do. There's math and EOM to be done. Well, most importantly my own revision. Havent been able to do that since God knows when. So yeah, really looking forward to that. I'm planning to start mugging for my 3 consecutive tests on the following week. Literature, Geography and Economics. Oh, im really starting to appreciate Lit much more than other subjects. Honestly i find joy sitting in for Lit lectures and tutorials. HAA, weird ay? Even though its hard understanding Old English, its still a pleasure to learn. Geography on the other hand has been SO-SO for me. Not exactly INTO urban dynamics. And econs, urgh, market failure is causing my brain to malfunction! Totally NOT COOL. Sighs

2007-08-15T08:03:00.000-07:00

my two sassy girlfrens!

2007-08-11T09:18:00.001-07:00

I realised i forgot to blog about national day. HAHA, so here it goes. National day celebration was great. Seriously, the dancers danced their asses off! I managed to pull of that "DAO" face that i've been working on for so long. I learnt alot from yeong chyun of course. He thought me how to act bitchy and all those stuff. WAKAKA. Anyways, we rocked the stage. Almost everyone loved it. I hope! Oh, speak of the devil, guess who just popped up online. Yeong chyun! HAHA. Anywhoos, i hope to get hold of the video that the school recorded for us. Maybe then you guys out there can watch an encore once again!

That's the bitchy me after the dance

and that's bitchy me ON-stage

2007-08-11T09:18:00.000-07:00

Hey! Im extremely high today! Can you tell? HAHA. I had my pseudo wakeboarding session. Well, its more of a cable skiing session to be exact. My first trial was so nerve-wrecking, i almost call it quits la. But i didnt of course. Common man, i paid 35 bucks for it. I'll definitely give it a go. So i went on the first time, and i fell into the waters. Not surprising ay? HAHA. Omg, its really difficult to balance on the ski. Anyways, i got to play for only 5 times. Sad right? Haiz i feel like going again.Then, Tanu, me, Naad, hui ying and Charmaine went to lagoon to have our lunch. :D Hehe my favouraite place to chill. I had nasi ayam penyet. Yum yum. Damn Nice i must say. Wakakaa

2007-08-04T03:50:00.000-07:00

spoiled phone

2007-08-02T05:31:00.000-07:00

Hey, i just got home from Century square.Went to get my phone fixed, but due to some circumstances, im gonna have it fixed by saturday morning. Oh wells, looks like i wont be able to pick up any calls until then. Anyways, mars was there to accompany me. Haha, so sweet of her. Actually i felt so bad coz it seemed like i was holding her back for like an hour! Freaking long ay? Haiz, sorry mars! Anyways, we spent the entire hour waiting, and chatting about practically anything under the sun. From ECs to baby language, and more ECs. HAHA

She looks emo ay? HAHA! I love this shot of her.

that music thing

2007-07-23T07:31:00.000-07:00

Hey its the start of a new week yet again. Monday is quite ok i shall say. Even tough things got to a pretty rough start in the morning, it got better towards the end of the day. Dance was tiring as usual. But it was kinda fun too coz ms wee wasnt there. We got to do some techniques on our own. Oh and i realised something. I tend to get VERY VERY BREATHLESS during the 2nd chorus of 'show me the money'. HAHA im so pancit la.

Anyways, THAT MUSIC THING on friday was fun :P I got to dress up as punk cum rock. Painted my nails black [can u believe that?], wore my black school shoes with red laces, a black shirt, straight-cut jeans and a black bag pack to tie everything together. Oh and not to forget, my green jacket to go along with my "outfit". HAHA. I saw urie there. He looked nice. The music was great. Peepshow was the BOMB. Zaki the lead was cute coz he went home by bus from the bus stop right outside our school gate! Like how cute is that huh? HAHA. Me and Tanu look like a perfect match made in heaven ay? LOL!

new hp

2007-07-15T01:12:00.000-07:00

Yay, i finally got myself a new phone this week. Been waiting for it for God knows how long. Anyway, I watched Harry on friday with naad, tanu, char, amanda, yuping, elaine, and the rest of the mjc-ians. Quite a fun ride. Similar to the case when we watched POTC as a whole cohort. Everybody's reactions were so loud and exaggerated especially when it comes to the kissing scene. HAHA. Anyways, the movie's great. But I was a LITTLE disappointed coz the movies was SO FREAKING SHORT. I wanted more! haha. It was only like 2 hr 15mins? But anywhooos, i feel like watching it again though. :P Oh before i forget, there's another movie that is a MUST-SEE; HAIRSRAY!!!! It's screening on the 23rd aug onwards! Gosh, i can bearly wait for that! SO freaking eggcited :D

School's been bugging me out as usual. I have to do my EoM today. I have already found my 2 articles to work on. But im just plain slothful to start working on it. I need some motivation man! Haha. Eh, but you know what, i was able to do my geog tutorial and lit poem today. YAY, *pats back* CHEERS TO THAT ay? HAHA. okie then gtg.

Ciao! peace

2007-07-09T07:38:00.000-07:00

Hey, today was a pretty OK day. I've gotten back my Math result. Wasnt that good AT ALL. Kinda disappointing coz i had quite afew careless mistakes. Now that bugs me ALOT! URGH! But frankly speaking, i wasnt THAT bummed out when i got back my results. Maybe the thought that most of the cohort failed kinda comforted me in a way. HAHA. Anyways, i had dance practice in the evening. Thank God it wasn't techniques but NDP practice instead. YAY. That lightened up my day. Finally i got to sweat out after weeks of mugging at home. Ergh. I need to shed of the pounds i've gain over the past weeks. LOL.

2007-07-07T23:26:00.000-07:00

Yay, it's a Sunday again. I was caught up with tonnes of stuff when school officially reopened on Thursday. Gee, it's now back to the mundane iron routine of College hours, with more tutorials and lectures to sit in. I don't know about others, but I really think school's starting to bug me out just a little over the top. FYI, i've yet to finish my Math's e-learning tutorial. Well, it's not much that I'm lazy to do it, but I simply don't know how to do it. Haiz, i guess i HAVE to go for consultation SOON. Ok lemme see, what else do I have to do today? Read the Lit reading package on Shakespeare, Economics tutorial on Spectrum of Competition, and I also have to start preparing for Elysium's publicity for the Inter-house dance competition. Hmm, that sounds like an awful lot of stuff to do. Oh wells, like what Ain always says, SHIT HAPPENS. So yeah.

Anyways, I'm feeling kinda lethergic today even though i had about 12-13 hours of sleep last night. I had did my busking CIP thingy at the Esplanade bridge yesterday. Naad, Linda, Sum, Fahmi, Tanu, me, and the rest of the promoters spent the whole afternoon at Esplanade trying to raise awareness of the public on Migrant workers and the ill-treatment they receive from their employers. This includes domestic workers and construction workers as well. So people reading my blog, now you know about it ay? So treat your maids well ok? HAHA, anyways, it was hard getting the attention form the public because we didnt have amplifiers, and what more, there were no powerpoints at the Esplanade bridge there. So we had to depend solely on our voices to attract the attention of many. I dont really dare to say that it was a great success. No one stopped to listen to us, except for this Indian man who stopped and stood in front of is for like 45 seconds to listen to us. Man, it was such a great feeling to know that there is actully someone who is so supportive.

HEY!

2007-07-06T04:18:00.000-07:00

Oh gosh, i feel kinda malu-ated for not updating my blog. It has been God knows how long. Geez. I dont know why but I guess school is just so callous and merciless when it comes to things like leisure, relaxing, and basking. HAIZ. Well that's what a Junior College is, I presume. :P BUT, as you know, my GP isnt doing fantastically well. So i figured one of the ways to practice my writings is through blogging. Sounds kinda ambitious and lame ay? Well i've got to relive my blogging days where i used to blog say, EVERYDAY? And since my schedule is so packed, i doubt i have time to spare doing essays or what not. Well, not that i would actually force my to sit down and do essays on the spot just like that, but knowing that if time allows me to do that, it would be very very comforting at this stage. Ok then, since you know it and i know it, time is of the essence. That's why im turning to my blog for practice. Erm, I know blog isnt the best way to 'polish' my english, but hey, technically speaking, you are considered to be penning your thoughts down why you blog. Dont you? So that's what matters to me. As long as I am able to practice writing full sentences every now and then, Im glad enough. LOL! Ok then gotta go. My eyes are droopy. Turning in soon! Peace

2007-06-01T05:37:00.000-07:00

resurrected

2007-05-12T07:52:00.000-07:00

Hey, its been SO LONG since i last blogged. I guess school has REALLY kept me busy. And what more, my stewpid laptop got some freaking virus. So it had to be sent away for repair 2 days ago. Well now its back, all fresh and new. BUT! All my files and folders are gone. I mean ALL of them! Literally the whole chunk is GONE! I was so devastated man! My pics! My music! All gone! Hurhur. :( And THAT IMPORTANT picture is gone too. Haiz. Dwelling over it wont help. So i guess i better stop whining. LOL.

Anyways, back to school stuff. As i mention earlier, school's really keeping busy. Next week i have 2 tests. Literature and geography. Oh no. Its both content-heavy. Shucks, that means i have to mug tomorrow. Haiz. I havent actually finish my tutorials. I still have my economics unit 5 and poem analysis to do. By right im supposed to have finished them by now. But no!

Oh, i was suppose to have my busking thingy today. But i got to know that its postponed till after mid years. Yeah, in a way i guess its good cause it'll mean more practise. HAHA. I was kinda loking forward to it actually. HAHA. but oh wells, now marlisa can join back the group and sing with us. Yippee!

ok this is so anti climax but wth. I miss my sexay ladies.
AIN
MAZMO
RIN
i miss you babes SO MUCH!
We have to meet up soon ok?
I love you babes so much!
Keep in touch aite!

2007-04-14T02:51:00.000-07:00

I've to admit. I havent been a great friend lately. I cant meet up with my besties. I just read rin's blog, and im crying now. Its hard. Hearing that i've let my friends down just seem so heart wrenching. Now i cant bear to face you rin. I didnt noe i've hurt you so much. You may call me ignorant or what. But I sincerely apologise for whatever msgs that i didnt reply you. Its not that i forget about you rin, but the msgs you sent really came to me at the wrong times. I know school shouldnt be an excuse. But i really really cant help it. Oh rin i just wanna see you now and make up to you. Today i have jemputan. Ah. im damn sad. Tears fall. But they dont mean anything anymore.

im sorry if i hurt you rin.
but can i just ask you one favour?
dont doubt our friendship.
promise me you wont.
ever.
i love you rin.

im home early

2007-04-12T02:59:00.000-07:00

Hey. This is one of the rare moments when i actually reach home early. Can you believe it? HAHA. Anyways today was pretty OK i shall say. It wasnt THAT bad. I got to school quite early surprisingly [coz usually i reach school on time]. Headed down to the canteen and made myself busy. Took out my econs notes and did some last minute revision. There was an econs test today. Erm i guess it was managable la. I mean i got to finish the paper at least. So yeah. I know, like 'whoa'. HAHAHA.

I have tonnes of readings waiting for me over the weekend. Geo and Gp especially. Ah! PLate tectonics is killing me. Continental drift theory? PT theory? Hurhur. *cries for help* The pure geo knowledge i have from secondary school can only help me so much. I need the discipline to sit down and read and read and read even more. Agh!

Anyways on a lighter note, there is a soccer match in Mj tomorrow. Mjc vs Acjc. *cheers* LETS GO MJ, LETS GO! Oh before i forget, mj soccer boys won the tuesday's match against Yjc. 4-nil! Beat that! LOL. I gotta admit they are doing pretty well now. HAHA lets just pray their head wouldnt grow so big.

RIVERMAYA!!

2007-04-08T07:25:00.000-07:00

Hey i went to Rivermaya's concert today! AH! And FYI, i've fallen in love with the bassist! His name is Japs sergio. LOL, damn cute la that guy. You can call him the normal typical rock guy with a black striped shirt, tapered black pants, red boxers and cool mod style hair. But wth, he's still cool to me. Oh anyways even though he's like 28 years old, he looks damn young. :D

The concert was SUPPOSE to start at 3pm. But then again, which concert starts on time right? Haiz, we were "entertained" by other bands like The Great Spy experiment, Fly bar and more for like 2 freaking hours long! I mean wtf! We came to watch Rivermaya werent we?? Lol, omg i sound so rebellious. Oh wells, they appeared on stage at about 5 pm. They rocked the house with hits like Shattered like, 241 (my fav song), bali song, and more. Oh and there was the encore of course with YOU'LL BE SAFE HERE.

Anyways lisa and i managed to thrust ourselves at the front of the free standing area. So basically we got quite comfortable with our place. I mean we got a clear view of the stage. Why wouldnt we? We got there quite early. Like about 1.15pm?? yeap. I guess the waiting was worth it then. We caught our eyes with Rico, or more of, he caught his eyes on US! LOL, i mean , this may sound difficult to believe, but he stared staright at us when they we doing one song [and i cant rmb what]. Rico's hot i shall say. But that stare gave me goosepimples. HAHA.

Oh wells, the gig ended at around 6.45pm. We headed down to cavanna to grab a bite. And now im at home, stoning. I wanna catch more of rivermaya. LOL. Ok then i guess i gtg. Wont wanna miss my ANTP!

hey

2007-04-04T03:59:00.000-07:00

Hey today was a relatively short day for me. For starters, assembly was at 8.30am and my first class only commenced at 10.25am. Had 4 consecutive classes after that 2 periods of boredom. HAHA. But actually it wasnt really THAT boring coz i got to see him during the 2nd period at the canteen. LOL. Anyways, yeah that brightened my day [oh-am-gee i cant believe im actually blogging about this :S].

School ended early at 1.45pm coz its CCA day. But i had to stay back for awhile coz there was a dance meeting. We had an "ICE BREAKER" with the dancers. Well honestly speaking i couldnt really catch half of their names la! LOL. So yeah it wasnt really THAT fruitful. But oh wells at least we got to know those newcomers quite abit.

I had to go to the caldecott broadcast centre and collect the RIVERMAYA concert tickets! Hell yeah im going to catch em live and upclose. Well thanks to lisa that is. I mean she won the tickets on 987. Aint that cool?? Anyways since she couldnt go down to claim the tickets herself, its only right of me to help her out. Yepp. :D AH! im damn eggcited! Cant wait for it man. I bet it'll be a blast. HAHA.

Anyways that aside, i havent met up with my sexay ladies for quite sometime now. GAH i miss them SO MUCH. Rin, ain, mazmo... I miss you babes like crazy. Im so sorry i cant meet you all this week. Im truly sorry.

To make up for this. I wrote this poem especially for u gals. Hope you like it yeah?

The days that we spent
Together,
Remains forever.
It shall stay,
Hell yeah it will.
Come what may.
We’ll surpass
The unbeatable forces
That may pull us apart.
Though days seem bleak
With only the presence of your absence,
Never once will I forget
What all of you mean to me.
Tears, laughter, peace and joy.
Been there,
Done that.
Together with you babes.I miss you so much

hey

2007-03-30T22:35:00.000-07:00

Hey i realised i havent been writing much these couple of days or so. I mean i've not been blogging. Haiz i when guess the college's curriculum sets in, things change and i dont seem to acquire the leisure time that i long for. DANCE, DANCE, DANCE. HAHA, its all about dance babeh. Well not that i dread DANCE, but i've been staying back after school for dance EVERY SINGLE DAY throughout the whole of this week. Oh wells, now that Parents' Orientation is FINALLY over, i'll have to stay back ONLY on mondays for techniques class. Yippee!

Anyways tomorrow i'll be heading down to sentosa with my ex-a101! YAY! Cant wait for it. Omg i just realised i have tutorials to do. ARGH! And i have to read OTHELLO. DAmn better do it today. Ok then gotta go. Peace

watch it

2007-03-24T23:38:00.000-07:00

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2DVFL41vhno

OMG watch this video people!
This boy can really sing!
Omg, he gives me shivers down my spine.
This song just melts me away
LOVE IT!

When I see your smile
Tears run down my face
I can't replace
And now that I'm strong I have figured out
How this world turns cold and it breaks through my soul
And I know
I'll find deep inside me
I can be the one
I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven
It's okay. It's okay. It's okay.
Seasons are changing
And waves are crashing
And stars are falling all for us
Days grow longer and nights grow shorter
I can show you I'll be the one
I will never let you fall (let you fall)
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all (through it all)
Even if saving you sends me to heaven
Cuz you're my, you're my, my, my true love, my whole heart
Please don't throw that away
Cuz I'm here for you
Please don't walk away and
Please tell me you'll stay, stay
Use me as you will
Pull my strings just for a thrill
And I know I'll be okay
Though my skies are turning gray
I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven [to fade]

2007-03-23T22:13:00.000-07:00

Hey, finally the first week of school is over. FIOOOH, lemme tell you it has been a hell of a week. First and foremost there was the Orientation camp. 3 days of intensive activities. Well i must say it was GREAT. I got to be an OGL. I guess it was fun having to lead your og in all the house cheers and what not.

Day 3 of camp was quite unpredictable. Firstly there was the HEAVY downpour. Our campfire night had to be shifted in the hall instead of the parade square. There wasnt aby fire of course. Kinda sad but oh wells, at least we got the air-con in the hall. So that's a plus. Anyways there was a slight miscommunication problem between CALLISTO and ATLAS about the buckets and pails issue. Haiz, at the end of the night, atlas didnt win the title of CHAMPION house. Abit disappointing but we still had fun cheering our heads off. The mass dance was great too. HAHA FYI, i didnt dance with any guy during the couple dances. Be it rehearsals nor the actual campfire night. Coz you know why? I learnt the guy's dance steps instead. Well not much of a choice you see, we have VERY limited guy OGLs. HAHA. So yeah i danced with mar. WOOHOO. HAHA

After the Orientation, school immediately resume as per normal on thursday. OMG, lemme tell you i was SLEEPY the whole day. And whats more, something bad and embarrasing happened to me! Those who knew about it, well just keep it a hush2 thing ok? LOL! School ended at about 4 plus on thursday coz of econs lecture, which started only at 3 plus. Later in the evening it rained. Hui ying, Linda ,Pam, Sum and I waited for the rain to dissipate before heading home.

Anyways yesterday was way better than thursday. HAHA, coz firstly school lessons ended at 10.25! How cool is that eh? Well there was dance practice in the afternoon so i didnt go home staright after that.

Dance lasted until 4? But then we had to go out and buy materials for the notice board. Well we have to start decorating the notice board for the upcoming Parents Orientation you see. What the hell is parents orientation? LOL I DUNO! Well i guess its somewhat like an open house exclusively for parents. Anyways we needed to get cloth so we went to geylang to get it. One yard for a dollar. I mean great buy isnt it? LOL. We got a maroon coloured one. It supposedly gonna used as "curtains" for the back drop of the noticeboard. yeah.

ok then gotta run.

orientation!

2007-03-20T05:25:00.000-07:00

YO! I had my day 2 of Orientation today. It was MMM [Meridian Manificient Marathon]. My Atlas 4 is damn cool i must say. I mean even though there's ONLY 11 people in atlas 4, we're pretty bonded. :) It was great. I felt like an old granny sometimes coz i kept on saying the same old shitz like "comm'on Atlas 4!" and "close up the gap! close up the gap!". I bet the og got tired of me sia. But you know what, i apologised to them first thing during the race. I said "ok ah, you guys sure you all can walk to the next station, and not take the train? Sure ah sure ah?? Im sorry if i nag alot ok?" WAKAKA.

Anyways, we had a perfect score for our og's scoring system. I mean we scored full points for every single stations and we even got all the bonus points needed. Yipeee! Omg damn cool la. i hope ATLAS wins! yay!! Oh, we have this new house cheer [thx to mar]. It goes like this:

Dont X3 Dont stop the beat!
Cant X3 control the feet!
Pee X3 ple in the street!
Comm'on everybody move ur feet!

[stamp clap stampX2 clap]OH
[stamp clap stampX2 clap]AH
[stamp clap stampX2 clap]OH

cont...

Well its a quite a long cheer. But its nice! HAHA!
Anyways im dead beat now. Quite strenuous to actually walk all around town. HAAHAHA. But you know what, since my og is damn cool and very co-operative, i guess i wont be complaining much. HAHA. ATLAS 4, you guys rawk! WHEEE! KAMBATE! JIA YOU! We'll have more fun during Wet and Wild tomorrow!

Ok then gotta go crash soon. Peace!

im dead beat!

2007-03-12T04:45:00.000-07:00

HEY! Finally got home man! I was out all day long. And as you can tell, im DEAD BEAT! Well for starters, i had to report to Mj's GO for the confirmation of my appeal ya da ya da ya da. Signed whatever that was neccesary. Then the lady at the counter informed me that i had to report to NY's GO and send in PERSONALLY the appeal letter and get an authorised signature from NY, and.... Get back to Mj with the signed letter and then do my online subject registration. Fyi, all of these had to be done by TODAY. I thought to myself "HUH.......".

As promised, i went to have breakfast with mar and naad at white sands at about 10.15 am. Linda was supposed to tag along but then something cropped up so we went ahead without her. Hehe. Got myself some hotcakes. Yum yum.

We headed back to school at about 11.35am after breakfast. Lol i think all of us have telepathic minds or something. We managed to board the same bus as Linda! Haha. Anyways, Ogl meeting started at 12. So we went to change before gathering at the hall. On the up to the hall, guess who i saw! LOL! Yeah yeah those who know, just keep it to yourself aite? Anyways, i was SUPER hyper after that. HEHE, he brightened up my day! [omg i sound very **$%£"!"** already]

At about 2.45pm the mass dance and cheering sessions ended. Fiuh! I was damn tired by then. Oh Azy accompanied me to Ny to settle my appeal case. HAHA so sweet of her. I owe you one azy! We took 81 from mj. Omg i swear the bus driver just had SO MUCH time to kill! Ergh, he got on our nerves man! He drove the bus like freaking slow! Haiz, i guess ITS BETTER TO BE LATE THAN NEVER [huh? what that has got to do with this? ok im crapping, sorry]. Anyways, we reached Ny. Got the letter signed and quicklt buzzed off from there. Headed BACK to Mj. Haiz [SO MA FAN!]. But you know what, for MJ's sake I really cant complain. Haha.

Reached Mj. Just in time, Mdm haslinda was on her way out of school. She got to open the gate for me. LOL.
Mdm Haslinda: Wow, just see how lucky you are! [coz she was there,just in time to open the gate]
Aisy: HAHA, Thanks!
Mdm Hslinda: Hey you're from RGS? [she was looking at my PSB convention shirt]
Aisy: NO! [covering my shirt with my hands]. Im from Cedar!
Mdm Haslinda: Oh! That shirt?
Aisy: Erm i attended a convention in Rg last year. Yeee...ah.
Mdm Haslinda: Oh i see i see! ok.
Aisy: HAHA, anyway THANKX!

I went back to the GO. Did my online subject registration. Fyi, im taking the same combination as before ; H2 math, geo, econ, H1 lit. Yepp. Omg at last! Everything was done! Im so happy im in mj! AH!!! No words can descibe my excitement! HEHE. Ok then shant brag about this anymore. Gotta go sooon. Gonna have my phone date with ain tonight!

And to who that PASSERBY might be, this one's for you! GET A LIFE you *toot*!!!!!!!!!!

Great news! Alhamdullilah

2007-03-09T23:53:00.000-08:00

IM POSTED BACK TO MJC!
Al-hamdullilah.
As you can tell from my excitement, im REALLY grateful my appeal is approved. I cant express how much im bursting with joy right now. AH!!! Im damn high.

Yesterday i had my NY orientation. Im sorry to say this but it was quite dreadful. The only thing that turned me on was the disco night where everyone looked forward to. Anyways, i was playing the murder mystery game when i received the call from MJ. Well to be more specific, i was at the gym area there. Gee i can still remember the events vividly in my head right now. My tribe and i just completed the "beans" task at the gym area, and i went to grab my bag. I felt the vibration of my phone. I rummaged my bag. Got my phone. It said "2 missed calls". I was like "woah" coz it came from the same line. I thought to myself "someone REALLY wants to talk to me right NOW". I casually dialled the received number. Then my call was answered.

Admin Lady: Hi, Meridian College. How may i help you?
Aisy: (stuttered) Hi, someone just rang this number 9427****. May i know who is looking for Aisyah?
Admin Lady: Ouh, hold on yeah. Btw, who is this again?
Aisy: SITI AISYAH.
Admin Lady: Ok hold on.
Aisy: (waited for roughly half a minute)
Admin Guy: Hello is this Siti Aisyah with ic no. S901****E?
Aisy: YEh..YesS. (eyes widened)
Admin Guy: Congratulations your appeal has been successful. Please report at Mj's GO to settle the paper work for the transfer.
Aisy: Oh ok!! THANK YOU! Thank you SO MUCH!

Omg i literally jumped for joy! AH! i was so high after that. As you know yesterday was the last day in NY for me, i danced my heart out during disco night. HAHA. Alhamdullilah! Im ON TOP OF THE WORLD!!!

First day in ny

2007-03-07T06:25:00.000-08:00

Hey i went to NYJC for the admin matters today. My take on Ny? Erm not exactly THAT appealing as compared to mj. I cant help but to scrutinise the school coz being in mj for the first 3 months, it really set the bar real high for me.

Anyways i dont its nice of me to continue dwelling on the school's flaws. There are some good stuff there too [i guess]. For example, erm the facilities? Yeah. The school's BIG and has alot of nice designated rooms for all different purposes like LIT ROOM, MCS ROOM, ICS ROOM and so on. So yeah, that made up for the flaws? LOL i duno.

Erm, when i was in the hall listening to all the BORING talks, i nearly cried. Call me emo but heck. I felt vulnerable at that time. I was thinking of MJ all the way. I even HAD to sms sumathi. Ergh couldnt help it la. I know its only a day when im separated from A101, but I MISS YOU GUYS SO MUCH! GAH im missing u guys so much until it aches. Then the memories of my sexay ladies struck me. I thought to myself; [Its hard for me to go through this again. Aisy, focus gerl].

But the day turned out great later in the afternoon. I went back to mj coz i had dance practice. HAHA, believe me, getting back to mj and dancing was the ONLY thing that was going through my mind the whole day. Seriously, i miss mj THAT bad. Anyways, i met mar, linda and naad. Gave them a big fat squeeze [it seemed like we havent seen each other for ages LOL].

A101, i miss you all! We should have another outing soon! The recent outing was a BLAST! Wish we can do it sometime soon. k?

posting day

2007-03-06T01:33:00.000-08:00

I never knew it could be so painful. You know, not getting what you want. Well i jolly well experienced that today. Not trying to condemn myself even further but i was really taken aback when i logged on into the MOE website. Im not saying that i was so cocky and over confident, thinking that i can easily slide through into MJ with my l1r5 score. Its just that, that pang of disappointment hit me hard. Its so surreal. Haiz.

Anyways, i went back to mj today to appeal. I guess i was too fretful and anxious, i forgot to bring the important documents along. So poor Linda had to accompany me back to aljunied and get whatever that was needed. SORRY LINDA! MA FAN NI! Anyways i filled in the appeal form and sent in the photocopied O level result slips, cca records and what not. Quite a tedious process. :S Oh there were quite a number of people who tried to appeal into MJ as well. Omg, the atmosphere was quite intimidating. I see people with 12 raw and what not. Whereas me? I only got my 3 months experience there to back me up [and maybe perhaps dance? haha well i worked my ass off for the CNY performance! the least i should get is some credits right? haha. ok im starting to crap ALOT]. Anyhooos, the lady in the GO told me that they will consider my application, and they will ring me if my appeal is approved. But if i dont receive any news by the 13th, that means no hope for mj for me. Pray hard for me people! I really want to get back into MJ.

I got out of GO, joined linda and si hui, and candra [or issit kendra?]. We chatted for a while. THEN..... Something AMAZING happened. I was so happy after that. LOL, it drove all my blues away. Omg, im beginning to sound like a mad kid dont i? Well maybe its of nothing to you but wth. I saw my ec today! HAHA! That cheered me up like BIG TIME. hehe. [oh no im gg bonkers again].

Ok then thats all i have for today. Shall update soon. peace!

OG OUTING!

2007-03-05T02:56:00.000-08:00

Hey! Today i had a BLAST! Woohoo. OG outing was damn fun. But too bad Naad, Grace, Jonathan, Joanne, Aaron, Si hui, Shafiq and Balveen werent there. I bet it would have been more fun if they were around.

Anyways, we decided to meet up at Orchard MRT. I was one of those who came on time [Gee, im so proud of myself, arent YOU proud of me?? LOL]. Met marlisa, dodo, sumathi, xinwei and hui ying at the mrt. They were the bunch who got there on time. We waited and soon after the rest came [except for one girl]. WAKAKA. Ironically the one who asked us NOT TO BE LATE, was late herself. I love you LINDA! [even though we had to wait for you for half an hour!]

During the first part if the day, the OG split into half coz some wanted to K-box while the rest wanted to catch a movie instead. I followed the lot who went to catch JUST FOLLOW THE LAW [this new movie by Jack neo]. Its a pretty good movie i shall say. It moved me to tears at some parts of the movie [or izzit thats coz im just TOO emotional? hmm i duno]. Anyways, after the movie, we met up with the K-box lot, and went to play ARCADE! WOOHOO! Challenged myself with the HOUSE OF DEAD 2 with marlisa. Wakaka, it was damn fun, and scary too. I cant help but to scream [and screech] my way through the later parts of the game coz it was just TOO daunting. Well i guess thats just parts of being a girl. Anyhooos, i played the PARA PARA thingy with marlisa. OMG i suck at it BIG TIME. I mean SERIOUSLY.. I cant swing my arms at the sensors thingy FOR NUTS!

We soon got tired of the arcade games. So we headed down to paragon's TOYS R US and relived our childhood memories. Got our hands on some really cool stuff like swords, stuffed toys that move, balls, nets, umbrellas, musical stuffs, and what not. HAHA, it was fun. I mean when and where else can you become a kid again. I LOVE toys r us. HAHA! If can, i wanna bring EVERYTHING home. Sheesh grow up aisy!

Last day of PAE

2007-03-02T01:31:00.001-08:00

Hey, today was a GREAT day. Well even though it was the last day of PAE. Kinda sad at first. I mean its the last day when we actually get together as class, go for lectures as a class, and go for recess as a class. After this, most of the A101s will either be changing streams or changing schools. HAIZ. Ok, all those emo stuff aside, i played SOCCER for PE today! Can you believe it? Neither can i! Being scared of balls, inevitably i GOT HIT by the soccer ball. Haiz, why am i not surprised.. Anyways, i got smacked in the face by SUMATHI! Then someone kicked the ball hard on my legs. Later there was another FLYING ball in the air, i TRIED to dodge it by curling up my upper torso, but then it came straight and hit me on the back instead. :S Ergh how jinx-ed can i get? HAHA. Anyhoooos, i had fun though. It was OK, even though i got hit thrice!

After school i went to meet ain and rin! yay! Wished mazmo could be there. Anyways, we ate at banquet. Ain and i had fishball noodles while rin had her time searching and rummaging for cockles in her kway teow. Gee, rin you were so funneh. We chilled at rin's workplace after lunch. We brought up sundae ice cream. ATTETION TO ALL: NEVER PUT CHOCO RICE WITH HOT FUDGE! Take it from me, it taste MUCH better on its own. LOL.

Gerls, we should do this more often. And next time round, MAZMO HAS TO JOIN US! Ok??! HAHA

sorry

2007-02-28T03:46:00.000-08:00

Hey firstly i wanna apologise for not updating my blog for God-knows how long. Yeah, really sorry for that aite. I guess i've been busy nowadays. Or perhaps im just too tired to update my blog. HAHA.

School's been ok. I had my OGL camp last week. It went well. Kinda slack though [i think]. I mean in Cedar all camps are like so hastening. SENSE OF URGENCY is THE ultimate thing. But in mj i guess its more relaxed coz firstly, we're no longer in secondary school. And secondly perhaps its the activities that were held were not THAT strenuous. Basically what we did for the camp was ice breakers, mass dance, MORE mass dance, wet & wild, and CSI mj style. Erm i gotta admit the CSI was kinda boring coz solving crimes and murders just isnt my niche. So during the report writing for CSI, i was like dazed away the WHOLE time. HAHA. Sorry guys. Anyways i enjoyed the mass dance sessions! HAHA, we're gonna do 3 mass dances during the second orientation. Woohoo! Im definitely looking forward to that. :D

So camp's over. The week starts anew. Its wednesday today. School was kinda boring. There wasnt anything new or interesting to perk me up. Well except for our lit drama preparation after school. HAHA. We're working on a Shakespeare play called MACBETH but with a modern twist to it of course. Im not a "Shaspearean" kid so i had to learn the text from scratch. Oh but then again, Sumathi was there to save me a whole lot of trouble coz she went online to get the synopsis. All I had to do was to listen to her narrating the story. HAHA. Smart aye? Wakaka. Oh wells i wasnt the only freak who didnt know tha play. There were a bunch of us who were clueless of the whole thing. Anyways, my group's performance is TOMORROW! And i heard alot of people are coming down to watch it. :S AGH! As though we need THAT EXTRA PRESSURE! Haiz. Well i better get a grip before i screw things up BIG TIME. LOL.
Oh yeah i forgot to mention im playing the role of one of the 3 witches. But due to the modern context that is being comprehended im now playing the role as one of the PSYCHOBOMOS! Wakaka. Go figure! LOL! Well i guess i better rehearse my lines and make sure i do sound like a freaky woman tomorrow. Ok then gotta go!

penfold-my new found love..

2007-02-19T02:10:00.000-08:00

Hey im currently in love with sounds of PENFOLD, this rock/emo/indie band. Even though i may be slow, just fell in love with 'em quite RECENTLY in the beginning of the year, but wth. This band is formed in 1996/1997, but the 4 members have split up in 2003. SO SAD! Despite the parting, i love their songs to bits! Especially I'LL TAKE YOU EVERYWHERE. Argh its so difficult to get their songs from the net. As you know, i dont exactly download songs, i only listen to em online. HAHA, im a good citizen [yeah rite]. Anyways, i found out this websites, in case you are interested in catching some of their tunes. [Do visit em aite?]

http://www.purevolume.com/penfold
http://cdbaby.com/cd/penfold2

missing you gals

2007-02-17T20:07:00.000-08:00

Lately everybody's been blogging about how much they miss one another. I cant help but to but write in as well. I've been reading my sexay ladies' blogs as usual, and its just so emotional whenever i think about them. I miss the times we shared in Cedar.

Being the blur queen, [i hate to say this], i really miss being bullied by ain; my seat partner, and a.k.a mrs batisah. I miss having to rely on ain during lessons. STONING, ZONING and DOZING; these are MY ultimate expertise. There would always be a time in class where i'd lean over to ain and whisper, "AIN, IM NOT PAYING ATTENTION". And then, she'd say "I KNOW BABE". HAHA. Oh gosh poor ain would then have to explain to me all those stuff that i missed out. Ain, thanx for being so patient with me and putting up with my crazy nonsense in class.

And then, there's Mazmo. Wakaka, my sworn-taufik-buddy, a.k.a Mrs miller! She's been there with me at every single taufik outing i went to. Omg, to think about it, we SHOULD label ourselves as stalkers! I mean, we literally followed taufik almost everywhere he went. I still remeber our VERY 1st outing at Paya lebar. We waited for like God knows how long, just to see him on stage. Even though we suffered leg cramps, im glad i went through it with you babe! Oh yeah, mazmo's also my front partner in class. We'd sing HSM everytime we're bored! wakaka! I miss imitating troy! Oh! And those water bottles we used as microphones, lol, i miss 'em too!

And then, there's RINNIE J! woohoo! She's my angel. Like a mother to me [even though im like older than her, but what the heck]. She's my cool babe. I always look forward to malay class coz i always wanted to chat with her and catch up on old stuff. Then, there's recess! We'll all sit at the round table and eat together. Oh, and i like to chill with her by the esplanade waterfront. HAHA. being emo with her is cool. Great company for those moments when you just feel like doing nothing but reflect and stone. BUT, when she gets high, o.O she's A TOTAL goof ball! haha i love ya babe.

Im missing my babes! I miss em so much that it aches.

Oh anyways, before i go, just a shout out to ma sis,

HAPPY BURFDAY!!!! SWEET 18! WOOHOO!!
may all your wishes and dreams come true in the following year!

missing ma sexay ladies

2007-02-16T04:07:00.000-08:00

Hey. Firstly, a big shout out to my sexay, MAZMO. Thanx for the wonderful testi/tribute you did on your LJ. Just wanna let you know, i really appreciate it loads babe. Thanx, and you rawk my world. LOL. To extend my gratitude i'd like to dedicate this poem to you, and to my other sexay ladies, rin and ain. You gals make my life pefect. I'd cherish our friendship forever [insya-Allah].

MySpace Comments

The world moves like a speedy train.
With inevitable changes everywhere.
We’ll get through the struggles and pain,
Believe me babes, we’ll never be in despair.

I stay up at night and I wait for your call.
Wishing we could chat as much as before.
But even though time may hinder it all.
I know deep inside you still hope for more.

random poem..

2007-02-12T06:08:00.000-08:00

Wash away the smile of hope.
Succumb to defeat and perish the glee.
Bracing myself; yes i shall cope.
No more trounce till eternity.

results

2007-02-09T04:35:00.000-08:00

Hey i have to admit, im not exactly in the best of mood earlier today. I was taking things kinda too hard i guess. I mean that twinge of disappoinment just couldnt stay in; I just HAD to break down. Seriously if i could rewind time, i would have just tried to control my emotions more professionally. I think i made a few people REALLY REALLY worried, like MY MOM, and my sexay ladies. Haiz, im really sorry you guys. I didnt mean to scare all of you. Really couldnt help it. So yeah, my sincerest apologies on that.

Anyways, just so you, im feeling MUCH better now [Al-hamdullilah]. Firstly thats coz i went out with rin. But its so sad ain and mazmo couldnt join us. Anyways, rin and i went to city hall LJ. I found out that gorging is a form of antidote! Lol well, not exactly, but it does help to a certain extent. I guess..

After eating we chilled at the merlion for a while. Took some pictures with rin, and basically just hang out and reflect abit. Kinda therapeutic to walk around and enjoy the great scenery. Oh yeah, rin gave me a cute letter. THANX BABE! Really love it!

Anyways, i got home. I switched the computer on and i read people's blogs as always. And guess what, ma sis wrote a poem specially for me. AW, sweet isnt it? KEKEKE, really appreciate it lisa! THANX LOADS :D You made my day! And you've just inspired me to write as well.

When dark clouds surround,
All ominous and daunting.
I cry out loud,
And I see you coming.
The tears that fall no longer encumber.
Your presence and charisma,
I shall always remember.

*dedicated to lisa* [thanx for your poem babe :D]

I hope you like it!

NERVOUS!

2007-02-07T03:03:00.000-08:00

Hey. Im kinda apprehensive about the whole releasing of results thing on friday. Agh! Not exactly looking forward to it. :S
I was sitting in the canteen, and suddenly it struck me yet again. FRIDAY! Its THIS FRIDAY for heaven's sake. Is that like freaking near or what? Oh my, can you hear the thumping sound? Well i assure you its the beat of my heart! Haha. That goes to show how jumpy i am. Haiz

Anyways, I have no school on friday! Yay i guess that makes up for the agony. I mean if there were school on friday, i bet i wont be able to pay attention in lectures & tutorials. I reckon my mind will be drifted away, constantly thinking about the results. Haha.
So currently im planning to have breakfast with rin if she's free. Haha i've yet to ask her though. So yeah anyways, i wont have to wake up early to go to school. I can sleep my way through till the late morn.

Haiz i guess i wont be having alot of sleep on thur's night. I'll probably be tossing and turning in bed all night. HAHA [i wonder why].
Ok then gotta go. Geo test tmr. ERGH.

Signing out::: URIE

Road race!

2007-02-02T23:01:00.000-08:00

Yo waddup! I just got home from downtown east. Feeling kinda sluggish [as usual]. LOL, i nearly missed my stop! Slept in the train while riding home. Haiz, i guess this is just the normal thing we students face. LACK OF SLEEP! omg we should do a petition or something. Lessen the number of school events in school pls.. HAHA.

Anyways enough about my indolence. Road race today was pretty ok i guess. There wasnt much running [nor jogging!]. I mean the House jogged TOGETHER [like literally]. Of course there were cases when there were big gaps all over. But at the moment we got close to the finishing line, atlas stopped and waited for EVERYONE, and later continued the "race" together. OMG. Can you imagine how slow we were? I mean even the 2nd house managed to catch up with us! LOL, GO FIGURE!

YAY, im going out soon with ma sexay ladies.
Ok then gotta run!

Signing out::: URIE

Road race tmr..

2007-02-02T03:36:00.000-08:00

Hey! Sorry i havent been blogging much since the last weekend. Packed schedules as always. So yeah, my sincerest apologies on that. Anyways, the whole week was quite tiring i must say. Damn strenuous especially on monday. Reached home at about 9.45pm. Oh my. Dance. Thats why. But in any case i love to dance so i cant possibly complain much. Hehe. Well the thing is, i tend to zonk out ALOT more than usual. I mean, i need AT LEAST 6 hours of sleep in order to function well the next morning. So yeah i guess, little sleep gets me feeling lethargic and very slothful. Oh no i think im becoming more apathetic. Agh! I cant afford to! No No! Aisy wake up!

Ok with all that shitz aside, something "great" happened to me this week. So yeah that makes up for all the uglyness of school this week. HAAHAA. I shant say it now [lol of course not, so malu-ating]. But to my sexay ladies and ma sis, i'll inform u babes about it soon aite? [Lol mazmo knows it already, but wth i dont mind having to retell it to her]. Haha. Ok i bet you're dying to know what the heck im talking about. Ok, give ya a hint. EC. Ok thats it! HAHA. The rest, GO FIGURE. LMAO.

Anyways, tomorrow mj has this road race event. JOG for 3km. Hurhur. Not exactly looking forward to that, but oh wells. I guess i have to go. LOL. Ok then gotta run. I have some GP stuff to work on. Ok then. Peace out.

Signing out::: URIE

Finally the weekend is here.

2007-01-26T03:32:00.000-08:00

Hey. Im so glad the weekend is FINALLY here. I mean life's been moving pretty quick and i often find myself cluttered with all my tutorials and lectures notes. Ergh there's a thousand and one things to do this weekend. Lemme see..

1. Geo tutorials [2 of 'em]
2. Maths tutorials on TRIGO
3. Finish up on econs tutorials
4. Get a new file
5. File up lecture notes properly
6. Study for maths quiz on monday

Ok enough about that. Anyways, i had my PE today. It rained! BUT, we still had pe [DUH!]. Naive me, i thought we'd be doing simple stuff like perhaps throwing balls in hoops, or just playing some games on our own. BUT NO! We had to do circuit training [erm, is that how you spell it? lol i dont even know]. Anyways, we had to do sets of crunches, push-ups, star-jumps, skipping, back stretches and more! Omg, it was damn strenuous. For a moment then i thought i couldnt even feel my limbs! AHAHA! Hell yeah it was THAT bad! I mean im not one of those sporty persons who could just drop 10 at any point of time. Call me weak but wth. Well lets just say im more aesthetically-inclined.

Oh yeah, there was science fiesta today in mj. LOL i took part in it! Can you believe it? AHAHA. Aisy? In sci fest? IMPOSSIBLE. Wells i took part in the EGG-DROP competition. Yeah it was damn fun. I enjoyed myelf thoroughly. The so-called parachute that we created for the egg was so cute. I think we should have won. Haiz nevermind, even though we didnt get to bring home the ben&jerry's voucher, i still think taking part in it was worth it. :D

uptown girls

2007-01-20T07:08:00.000-08:00

Hey its been 3 weeks since i first stepped into a JC. I must say the 3 weeks were pretty jam-packed especially during the last week. The new time-table has already been handed out. Tutorials have commenced. CCAs are officially going to start soon. It kinda scares me a little coz the feeling of GROWING UP is finally sinking in. I mean look at me. I may appear petite, blur and oblivious ALL THE TIME. But im turning 17 soon. HELLO! How freaky is THAT? My sexay ladies and i were talking about it during our stay at the chalet, 17--->3 more years to 20! LOL. Well technically speaking its still a "long" way to adulthood. But 3 years IS a short period of time. I get the jitters just thinking about this. Imagine me, 3 years down the road, a uni undergrad [god-willing]. Now isnt that daunting? HAHA. Well maybe not. I guess what im really trying to say is that im finally reaching the juncture of leaving the world of adolescence and entering a whole new world of adulthood. *omg i sound so GROWN UP* Dont get me wrong, im still the same old same old AISY URIE. Its just that sometimes the reflective and pensive moments that i have with myself sets me thinking about the life im living and how i should carry myself. So yeah, pardon me if i sound TOO serious just awhile ago. Back to reality! haha. Gotta do lotsa stuff tomorrow. I have to catch up on my studies. No slacking for me. NoNo. HAHA. Ouh, there's the dance floor tomorrow! yepp, definitely wont give that a miss. hehe. Aite then gotta go crash!

Signing out::: URIE

Early dismissal

2007-01-19T03:58:00.000-08:00

Hey. Im quite contented today. Probably because i got to go home early at like 12.05pm? Yep. Pretty early eh? Lectures ended early for me, that's why. Anyhoooos, I had PE today. First period. Oh wells, i guess jogging 4 rounds around the track wasnt ALL THAT BAD. Im not gonna brag or anything like that, but i think jogging for 4 YEARS in cedar has really benefited me ALOT. HAHA. Seriously if it wasnt for the jogging routines in cedar, i doubt i would have endured the jog. Why am i talking about this alot u may wonder. Its coz Mj has this road race coming up pretty soon. Thats why we have to train and build up our stamina and all that shit.

I had Maths lecture today. OMG, im so freaking pissed with this MAT who sat behind me in the lecture theatre. He was like talking non-stop. So loud and so galling! I couldnt stand it. I mean the fact that he was speaking malay just turns me off coz he was like cursing the lecturer. And i HAPPENED to like the lecturer, i mean she's nice. She really is. Ergh that mat dude just couldnt stop babbling. He just kept yaking as he pleased. I was at the verge of enrage. I SERIOUSLY felt like turning around and shouting "STFU!". But being me, OF COURSE i didnt do it. He'll think im a B. Wakaka. Oh no i already feel like one coz im actually blogging about it. Oh wth.

Anyways, this weekend i really gotta catch up with school stuff. Ok here's the things that I HAVE TO DO:
1. Read GP notes [make sure they dont pile up!]
2. Do GP research on mtv & music culture [deadline: thurs]
3. Revise econs [test on next thurs]
4. Geo tutorial
Now how much work is THAT? Go figure.
Ok then, i have to go start on my research. Peace out

Signing out::: URIE

no time to blog

2007-01-18T05:06:00.000-08:00

Hey. I wanna apologise cause i've not been updating much since like god knows when. Been kinda busy lately. I'm involved in dance for the CNY concert. SO its not surpring if i reach home at like 8++pm. Haiz. Cant deny the fact that it can be quite tiring and demanding at times. Well not much of tired as in my body is DAMN WEAK, but its more of like SLEEPY tiredness. I'll catch myself zoning out every now and then during lectures. OH NO! Must never let that happen again. Must never make that a habit. Haiz. Mental note. Yeap. STAY AWAKE NO MATTER WHAT! Haha. Anyways tomorrow i have econs and maths lectures. I must really focus. yeah. Ok then im getting kinda sleepy. Turning in soon.

signing out::: URIE

i changed ma blog AGAIN

2007-01-14T04:59:00.000-08:00

Hey! I changed my layout yet AGAIN. I dont know why but TOXIC just aint working for me. LMAO. Anyways i hope you like my new skin.

Tag me more often aite? HAHA.

Signing out::: URIE

happy bdae mazmo!

2007-01-12T05:39:00.000-08:00

To ma sexay lady MAZMO,

HAPPY BDAE!!!
I love you!!!
Happy sweet 17!
May all your wishes and dreams come true in the following year!

my body aches!

2007-01-09T04:36:00.000-08:00

Hey! I just got back home from school. Been reaching home pretty late for the past 2 consequtive days. Lemme see, for a start i have ALOT of free periods during the curriculum. So i guess THAT takes up ALOT of time. funny eh? And dance practice starts at like 5. I know. Like how late is that?! Haha.

Anyways, i managed to pull myself together and get through with the dance practices, [well dance auditions actually]. But lemme tell you this. MY WHOLE BODY ACHES LIKE ****. Especially my bottom area and my thighs. LOL. Havent been doing ANY kind of vigorous activities since the school holidays. So i guess that explains it. But anyhoooos, just for the record, I got into dance society. Err, not exactly sure about staying in dance society coz i wanna do malay dance. So i guess i'll be trying out for malay dance tomorrow. HAHA.

MJC orientation

2007-01-06T00:28:00.000-08:00

Condition:
1.Dead beat
2.Lethargic
3.Physically-drained
4.Tired
5.Fatigued

[izzit just me or dont they all mean the same thing? wakakaka!]

Okok, anyways, i just finished my Orientation. Woohoo! Finally! But dont get me wrong aite, its not that i dread orientation or anything like that. Its just physically-demanding. Seriously, you have to be extremely hyped up for it and be gung-ho about it to REALLY survive and last the 3 long days. Muakaka.

Anyways, day 1 was quite a good start. Inevitably there were ice-breakers [but frankly speaking i kinda dread THAT part coz i thought: "omg.. like secondary sch sia.. i very LAZY!"]. Whats more i HAD my period that day. Haiz, it was so 'coincidental' coz the first day of orientation was the first day of my ___! Yeah and after ice-breakers we played CSI [mj style], uncovering the secrets of the murder of the dude whom i forgot the name. Oh yeah ROBIN TAN! LOL. It was tiring coz we had to walk around the WHOLE school looking for the clues. Anyhoooos, i managed to mark my time [oh no, i sound kinda cynical yet again.. shoots]. HAHA.
We learnt the HOUSE cheers and fyi, im in ATLAS house. Yepp, yellow. Err, not my kind of color but wth, the house rawks la [even though we got like the SECOND last placing for overall championship LOL!]. My house cap is so funny. His name is ADAM and yesterday was his birthday. Happy bdae adam!

On day 2, we had MMM the meridian [smthg] marathon. Lol i cant even remember the name. Shit. HAHA. Anyways, omg i had cramps in the morning. Yeah i know, NOT SURPRISED eh? Well, MMM is a game where everyone walks around the EAST side of spore [and i mean LITERALLY the east of sp], finishing tasks at all the 5 different stations. Sounds easy? My foot! FYI, the distance between one station and another is like god knows how far. Lemme see, my group took like 35-40 mins to walk from one station to another. Seriously WOW! So whats the distance again? GO FIGURE! And we were only allowed 1 transportation ride throughout the whole game. HAiz.

Day 3. Wet and wild. I couldnt play much coz of my [you know what]. But still i managed to play abit and i still got wet! Haiyoh! My OGL la and this dude in my group, his name is Shafiq. Ergh, they were like "eh why she so dry ah?", and of course they splashed water bombs at me. Haiz poor me, i know. My whole back got wet. HURHUR. But its ok. I dont hold anything against them. It was all for fun. Yeah. Im cool with it. Anyways, at night there was campfire. All the 5 houses had to perform. I danced. Yeah. It was cool. We danced to LETS GET IT STARTED. HAHA. FUN. And after the big sweep, we had a mini house gathering.

Overall the orientation was fun la i must say. Oh yeah, i heard that there'll be another orientation when the new freshies join in. Hmm, im not sure if i'll be staying in mj though. Well anyways, i still have time to sort out my thoughts and i'll see about my Os results too.

ok then gotta go.

Signing out::: URIE

NEW YERA RESOLUTIONS

2007-01-01T08:27:00.000-08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR ME! Goodbye 2006 and warm greetings 2007!

The new year strikes ahead.
I make my resolutions.
I get all emo.
Deep in thoughts.
I think about the past year.
I think of my friends.
Ma sexay ladies.
I think of my school.
My previous school.
CEDAR.
I miss all of them like shit!
Emotions running high.
I feel lost sometimes.
Not wanting to grow out of my 'comfort zone'.
Being selfish.
Sometimes i HATE venturing.
It'll only mean one thing.
Letting go of the past and moving on.
I wonder why i have to part with the people i love and cherish so much.
FRIENDS!
But then again.
REALITY CHECK.
This is life.
And i need to learn to appreciate it even more.
To my DEAREST sexay ladies..[you noe who you are]
[omg i sound DAMN emo but heck]
From the bottom of my heart..
I love you babes so much!
Dont you dare forget me!
Dont you dare forget to read my blog RELIGIOUSLY!
Dont you dare hesitate to call or msg me if you feel like saying HI.
Dont you dare ignore me online.
Dont you DARE!
LOL! Kidding babe.
I dont mean to intimidate you [if i did].
I love you so much! woohoo!

Signing out::: URIE

back from vivo

2006-12-31T09:29:00.000-08:00

Hey! Im back from VIVO bebeh! How was it? Hmm.. I wont say that the people at home REALLY missed out on alot of stuff, coz overall the party wasnt THAT compelling. But im not saying it was mind-numbing either. Hmm.. How should i put it eh? Wells, those who were there at VIVO, good for you; Happening party. But those who were watching at home, on your comfy couch, well you guys should be gratified i guess? HAHA! No la. Its just that it rained just abit at VIVO. But the drizzle didnt dampen everybody's mood, so it was OK la. Lisa and i shared one umbrella while we were seating. HAHA! Besides the rain, the rush back to the mrt after the event was dreadful! Singaporeans were like so KIASU! Jostling and shoving about! Irritating sia! There was this particular guy who pissed me off. A whole lot of us were like swarming at the escalator. This chinese middle-aged dude kept pushing me! Damn him. I mean cant he be slightly more patient and considerate?! HAIZ. Kiasu kiasu. I know it was midnight but wouldnt a guy his age know his way home like well enough? So.. Why the rush?! Its not like he's a small kid, scared that he'll miss the last train or anything. Oh for heaven's sake, it was only like 12 plus, and the last train was at 1.30! HAIZ. Anyways, enough about that dude. Lisa and I arrived at VIVO at about 7.30pm. Our tickets were moshpit tickets. So we stood at the foreground. But as always [i dono why but] we would never be the first ones to arrive, and so there were tall chinese guys blocking our views. HAIZ. So lisa was brave enough to ask one of the personnels if we could sit down instead. HAHA, we went up and sat down. And i tell you, it was so much better when we got the seat. It was comfortable. I mean we wouldnt have to stand for like 4 freaking hours. HAHA besides, we were wearing heels. I must say i was a LIL hesitant about sitting down at first coz i wanted to "get into the action". But i was dead wrong i guess. I mean how could you stand for hours with HEELS? HAHA. Anyways, at 7 plus, there were local acts by some really good local bands like vaccant affair, close apart and firebrand. But the real action kicked off at 11. TAUFIK!! OMG he was damn hawt! Agh! He sang ONE from his second album. Oh my those sleek and sexy moves really got me grooving. Haha. I LOVE TOPIK!! I don care! [sorry ain]. Muakaka. Ok then im sleepy. Gotta go and dream of taufik! LMAO!

Signing out::: URIE

vivo

2006-12-30T03:49:00.000-08:00

Hey. I opened up my mail yesterday. And guess what... I won a pair of tickets to the countdown party at Vivocity! HAHA! Well the thing was, i took part in this online contest on tb.net. To win, i had to answer this qn: Why you deserve to win the tix? in less than 20 words. LOL. I just HAD to send in one entry. And it paid off! OKOK, i guess you guys are itching to find out what the hell i wrote right? HAHA. Oh wells, here goes. Why you deserve the tickets: Im a core die-hard FIKNATIC! i go where evertaufik goes! WOOHOO! [call me a stalker, i don care!] HAHA. Yeah i LITERALLY wrote those stuff down. *Excitement strikes yet again* Shit im having fits! Oh anyways, im bringing ma sis along. My dearest sexay ladies, i hope u babes are cool with it aight? Hehe. Ok then thats abt it. gotta go. peace out peepz

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its raining again.im bored. my tummy hurts.. AGAIN

2006-12-28T01:10:00.000-08:00

Hey. School's reopening.
Life's stagnant.
My tummy still hurts after the Malacca trip.
Im bored at home.
Have to shop for stationeries soon. Library books overdue.
Praying that i'll get the subject combination of my choice.
It's been raining ALL day.
Nothing to watch on tv now.
Waiting for prisonbreak to start tonight.
Looking at friendster pics.
Banging to matchbook romance.
Still having doubts and uncertainty about someone. Im trying hard not to be bothered though.
In love with ma new bag.
Blisters since yesterday coz of ma new shoes. haiz
Attempting a new song. Tentatively its called: I just wanna be me. Im done with the first verse and chorus.
Missing ma sexay ladies.
Miss CEDAR like shit also.
Have to photocopy my CCA record slip for mj.
Been listening to more rock songs like ATTACK from 30 days to mars and PAIN by 3 days grace.
Stoning at home.
Prevent myself from eating alot coz my tummy will hurt if i eat alot [duno y].
ok then dats abt it for now.
CIAO!

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a day in Mj

2006-12-27T04:47:00.000-08:00

Hey, i went down to Mj today for my 'orientation'. We had to be there by 7.45 so i met yani at about 7.15 at pasir ris mrt and we went to the school together. Ok my first impression of Mj. Hmm lemme see. Its ok, not bad, the building is like blue and grey [ring a bell??]. Haiz i miss Cedar like shit now. Anyways, my orientation group is B8 and yani's is B7. So it wasnt so bad coz we got to sit pretty close together. Erm, we had to bring ODT, and yani forgot to bring hers. Thank god she didnt have to fork out cash to buy it coz the school would only carry out the actual exercise on wed next week. Oh yeah, before i forget. Of course orientation would mean having seniors around to guide the freshmen. In mj they are called the OGLs [Orientation Group Leader i think]. So they had to settle admin work like attendance taking and all that shit. Oh and the had to check if all the freshies brought their ODTs. So when my OGL came to me and asked for my ODT, i thought i had to actually take it out and show it to him. But no. He was so funny and cute too. LOL. he came to me, bent down with the list in his hands. Then he was like "u got bring ur ODT?". Good girl me, i said "yeah!" and i unzipped my bag [wanting to take out the ODT], but then he said "nono! nvm. No need to take out". So i went like "ouh okok. i tot must take out and show", and then he was like "haiyah.. no need la.. slack ah slack ah..". Lol he was so funneh. So yeah, yey i spoke to a senior. Joy to the world! *starts to sing*. HAHA. Anyways, the whole day in mj today was quite boring coz it was just filled with talks and more talks. The actual orientation is next week though [i hope it'll be fun]. Haiz anyways, the freshmen had to sit in the hall the whole morning. My butt hurts so bad sia [and it's still hurting now HAHA!]. Oh yeah, there were mats there [why am i not surprised], and i saw my primary school friend, SARI. Long time no see her. it felt abit awkward i must say. Anyways, i do hope to catch up with her sometime soon during the orientation period next week. And btw, before i forget, my subject combi that i applied for is H2 maths, geo, econs, and H1 lit. Yeah. ok then gotta go. Ciao!

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Holiday... kampong style..

2006-12-25T21:58:00.000-08:00

Hey, first of all i wanna say sorry coz of the delay of my return. LOL. Actually i was SUPPOSED to be back by yesterday, but since there were no more tickets for monday, we had to take the tuesday's coach home instead. So yeah, sorry about that. Anyways, ALOT of things happened during the 5 day stay at my aunt's place. The 'vacation' was kampong style bebeh. First day we arrived at the Malacca central at about 2.30, BUT my cousin's car got something wrong so we waited for him to fetch us until like 5? LOL. It was not so bad coz we managed to do some shopping there. Bought some pastries, my lil bro's shoes and a cap, my other bro's clothes, and some snacks [i think]. Anyways, so when my cousin arrived, EVERYONE squeesed ourselves in the car. Ok lemme see, altogether there were like 8 ppl in a car. Beat that ppl! We rocked like SARDINES! My whole family 6 ppl, my cousin drove, and my another cousin tagged along with us. Oh gosh, it was so funny coz when we arrived at my aunt's place, everyone had leg cramps. HAHA [who wouldnt man]. Anyways, that first night was even more hilarious! wakaka, my first bro havent got his bike license yet, but he wanna test drive my cousin's bike. So my first got onto the bike with my another cousin. They went around the kampong neighbourhood. Then, my cousin from the back saw a cat in front [my 1st bro couldnt see coz he didnt wear his specs, and anyways it was quite dark already]. So my cousin called out "KUCING2 pat depan!", [in eng means 'cat2 at the front!']. My bro obviously panicked, and my cousin got traumatised [i think], my bro didnt horn, he swayed the bike and fell. Simultaneaously, my cuz was clever enough to leap and jump. Guess where he jumped! Noy by the side, but at the FRONT! Figure THAT out. Haha, i also dont know how he did it. HAHA. Anyways, all the bros and my cuz had their own share of test driving both the car and the bike during the 5 days stay. FYI all of them are like below 20. Haiz. In sp, can get sued man! ahaha! Ok enough about the guys. Hmm, on the second day, i went to the salon and got my hair done. Cut, wash and straight blow. All for 30 rm. Cheap eh? hehe. My hair was so straight, everyone mistook me for someone else. They thought i was my step niece. Aiyo. Funny man. That 2nd night, there was this karaoke session. Everyone asked me to represent the Sporean ppl and challenge the other msian relatives. But i was so shy, no guts, i didnt do it. Sorry ppl. HAHA. Anyways, the 3rd day was the wedding day. Fyi, i dont know most of my kampong cousins and relatives. So it was DAMN awkward. The bride was pretty. LOL, and FYI again, i didnt know if my cousin was the bride or the groom until the day of the wedding itself. HAHA. And yeah, my cousin is the groom. At night, we had bbq. And i had tummy ache. Well most of us had tummy ache. LOL, we ate half-cooked prawns how abt that! haha. But it was ok i guess. Let the tummy do a bit of work. The next morning my aunts and i were queueing for the loo. Everyone just HAD to'let go'. HAHA! So funneh! Anyways, the last night, we went out shopping at mahkota parade. I managed to get ma school shoes and school bag from I.P ZONE. The bag was initially 109RM and the shoes was 65RM. But there was a 50% discount, so the total was like 80++RM ONLY! Omg. It was such a good buy. LOL. Anyways, my other bros also managed to get a few stuff also. Yeah. And so this morning, we headed back to Sp. I sat next to my 2nd bro, coz my lil bro wanted to sit next to ma first bro. Aiyo. Haha. An yeah. HOME SWEET HOME bebeh! woohoo! ok then, gotta go.. ain wants to read my entry like.. NOW.. haha.

Signing out::: URIE

2006-12-21T04:57:00.000-08:00

Hey, as you have already known, im heading to malacca tomorrow. Like my ticket up there? Cute roight? HAHA i know, i loike it too! Anyways, to mah sexay ladies, stay good while im away. Dont miss me too much. LMAO! Ok then, that's about it. Gonna continue packing. God-willing, i'll be back on Xmas day [lastest boxing day] aite? Ok then, see ya peepz!

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shopping!

2006-12-20T04:28:00.000-08:00

Hey! Today i went out shopping with my mom at SP post. I managed to get 2 pairs of jeans and one top. Guess how much the total was! 27 buckx ONLY! Can you believe it? Haha, yeah im not kidding. This fashion really has the best bargains that you just cant live without! I despise peolple who say the stuff there isnt happening AT ALL. I mean seriously, the stuff there may be cheap, but they ARE cool aite.HAHA, ok i sound like some ambassador from the org. Anyways, haiz i gotta start packing for malacca. I dont know why, but im as forward-looking and enthu as the rest of my fam. LOL. I guess its just that holidays are ending and i wanna spend every single min of it in sp, with ma sexay ladies! Wakaka. Sounds lame rite? I've been bored for the past god knows long and i still wanna do nothing bout it. HAHA. I sound like a total loser [i know!]. haiz ok then gotta go and pack stuff. peace out..

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raining yet again

2006-12-19T04:37:00.000-08:00

Hey.. It's been raining since last night. I guess its just the monsoon season. Which monsoon? I have no idea. The holiday has really drained out my geo knowledge. HAHA. Anyways, i stayed at home the whole day. Pretty boring day. Its wet outside, so the ONLY thing i could do was to stay at home and watch TV, and go online la. Haiz, SOMEONE got me addicted to an old song, ALL MY LIFE by k-ci and jojo. Omg the song is really so NICE, touching [how i wish brendon could sing me THAT song, but apparently he only knows how to sing ROCK songs.. haha, ok i cant blame him on that]. So yeah, lately i've been listening to a few songs that really1000 rock ma sockz off. Ok lemme list them yeah? I'll take you everywhere by PENFOLD, Promise by MATCHBOOK ROMANCE, All my life by K-CI & JOJO, and Tell me by P.DIDDY & X-TINA. Yeap, currently i've been banging to these songs. Anyways, i received a letter from Mj this morning. And guess what, my orientation starts next wednesday [sheesh is that like early or wat!]. Pretty excited, but a little anxious too. Meeting new people, and meeting GUYS. Err not exactly the thing that im really looking forward to. HAHA. Seriously, as many of you babes know, i cant really stand the sight of guys, well MATS [to be more exact]. I'll probably just avoid coming close to them [actually as a matter of fact i'll run away! LOL]. OK enough about MATS! I'll just hope that, there's not TOO MANY of 'em in Mj. HAHA. Lol, anyways im not discriminating ok, [if that's what you're thinking]. Anyways, i'l be heading down to malacca on friday. I dont know why, but im really that ENTHU about it. Haiz. Nvm la. gotta go. peace out ppl

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the bdae bash..

2006-12-18T02:00:00.000-08:00

Hey, yesterday's Bdae bash was great despite the heavy downpour. As you know i came as the CORPSE BRIDE [hoping that topik would ask for my hand in marriage.. wakaka.. sorry ain.. i just need a moment for myself.. LMAO]. Anyways ain came as the cute gerl from bend it like beckham [ her name? hmm i forgot..], mazmo as the super sexy rizzo from grease with her hunky cuz, danny, rinnie J as the talented genius gerl, hermoine granger, and not forgetting lisa as ever punk lady nina hagen. Cool yo! haa.. even though we came in late, we werent late to taufik in action. FIUH! OMGOMG, he dressed up as the king of pop, michael jackson. Well he isnt EXACTLY a movie character, but wth, he looked damn hot. HAHA! Anyways, we got home with a FIKNATIC mug! How cool is that!? haha.. honestly all of us felt that this year's party wasnt as HIP as last year's. Yeah. Oh wells, the main thing was, we GOT to see the man himself. So yeah, its ok. Alrightey then. Gotta go..

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posted to mjc..

2006-12-14T03:15:00.000-08:00

Hey, i checked out the MOE website today and yeah, im posted to Mjc. Its my first choice so yeah, im quite contented. Abit relieved too actually. Coz the thing is my nett score is 14 and to get into Mjc, i needed at least a 12. So when my application was finally approved, i must say im really thankful and i felt very reassured. HAHA. Its kinda weird coz after all i'll only be there for like 6 weeks, and i sound as if my life depends on Mjc. Neurotic aye? Nah, im just trying to look at things in a more possitive way, and be more appreciative. Well after the pep talk i had with my dad and my bro, i cant deny that i feel more hmm.. how should i put it.. I feel more matured. I mean, even though i may only be in Mjc for the first 6 weeks, i still need to make full use of the time there. Who knows i'd really end up there for the rest of my 2 years of pre-U education. So yeah, i guess what im really trying to say is that i've got to be ready, all geared up and perform better than how i did in my my secondary school life. [oh gosh, this is deep.. i know.. im like declaring a vow liddat.. hahaa] No matter which school im posted to at the end of the day, i wanna make sure im focused [hey 2 years is a very SHORT time mind you]. Im not saying that i'll take a 180 degress turn and totally change myself into a full-time nerd. NO WAY! Its just that i wanna change my way of organising stuff, handling stuff and looking at stuff [studies i mean]. So yeah, i sound very resolute. Yeah i guess i HAVE to. Seriously two years is a pretty short time, and i really have to work my arse off to get into NTU [omg, i sound very tense sia]. Ok just to lighten up the mood and all, i'll be going to taufik's bdae bash on sunday. Hell yeah i cant wait for it! lol Alrightey then, gotta go.

Signing out::: URIE

2006-12-11T04:41:00.000-08:00

Hey, brendon and I will be away for Holiday on the 22nd until the 26th of december [i think]. We'll be going to Malacca [wow, what a wonderful choice of holiday eh?]. So just leave any msgs on the board yeah? LOL..

A night at the beach

2006-12-10T20:45:00.000-08:00

Hey, i headed down to the beach yesterday with mah sis. I dont know why but I think chilling out at the beach seems to be the best thing to do when you're feeling bored, down, tired, spastic, high and reflective. I mean the beach is such a peaceful place to be at. The sound of waves mauling the shore, the nice cool wind blowing against your skin, and the dark-orangy sky beaming through with a tint of red. In every direction you turn to, there'll always be people hanging out and having fun too. The feeling is like 'HOME SWEET HOME' yeah. And what better way can you enjoy yourself if not by spending the time with your closed ones. Its envitable, the feeling of liveliness. You feel great, secure, and very at home. Currently i feel that the beach is like my second home, well now that Cedar has officially been declared a place that i've graduated from. But dont fret, Cedar will still hold a special place in my heart. I wouldnever ever forget the bitter sweet memories i had there. The crazy spastic moments in class, dancing away to the sounds of high school musical, mimicking the acts of vanessa anne hudgens, zac efron, ahsley tisdale, and lucas gabreel. HAHA, hell yeah it was FUN. *adjusting my voice* ehem2! *clears throat* "Do you remember when we were in kindergarten? You meet someone and suddenly you're playing with em like they're your best friends. Well, singing with you felt like THAT" [does it ring a bell?]. Familiar alright. HAHA. Oh gosh i miss those times. I miss the peolple in class too. I miss them all so much that it aches. Anyways, back to the beach. I dont know why but i think my family starts to get abit wary on why i keep hanging out at EC. Well the place just comforts me. Thats's it, nothing more. Sheesh, its not like i go there to meet guys or anything. Puuh-ah-Lee-ease la.. HAHA. Oh yeah, before i forget, recently weird things have been happening. Its kinda freaky coz somehow during this holiday, whenever i go out, i always kena disturb by guys. Can u believe it guys like of different age and race all come to disturb me. Well not only me la, they disturb me and the person i hang out with. Oh gosh. Its getting F***ing irritating. Well the first few times you'll feel kinda great cause guys actually DO recognise you. But as time passes by, it just gets very annoying and infuriating. Lemme list down the incidents that happened to my friends and thus far. Ok a guy asked for my number at town, mats whistled at my sexay ladies and i at the EC underpass. I was 'stalked' by this cina guy who added me on msn, and apparently he lives in the same blk [i think]. An indian guy called rinnie J and I "darling" at EC when we wanted to go to the toilet, and we were again called "darling" at esplanade. Only that this time round, it was a MONK who called us that. Irritating fellow, i shouted "eh get back to your temple la dey!" But i made sure the coast was clear before i actually said that. Rin literally burst into fits la. It was damn hilarious. What can you say, i have my moments, and i can be a real joker at times. AHAHA. Anyways, moving on with the list, recently, when lisa and i were walking at the EC underpass [abt to head home], then they were these 2 guys, one was ang moh and the another one i dont know. FYI, they were not good-looking at all. LOL, thats not the point. Anyways, we were walking and they were behind us, and started to whistle. ERGH, so nauseating! Anyways, the disturbance for the night didnt end there. When we alighted the bus, we walked past this bus stop and there were like 3 mats there. They stood up coz their bus was there, then we walked past them. I dont know if lisa heard it but one of them said "lawah.." in eng means pretty. I felt like turning around and shout "THANKYOU!", but i didnt have the guts to do it, so yeah. Cant deny the fact that its kinda nice when people actually like compliment you and all, but it gets VERY freaky and tiring too. Haiz. And because of all these stuff i think i've becoming more and more vulgar nowadays. LOL. Oh my. What has happened to me? Anyways, today's entry ia really LONG, and abit dreary huh. Ok then i shall stop here. Peace out ppl.

Signing out::: URIE

2006-12-09T23:13:00.000-08:00

Hey people! I envision taufik's party to be like this! woohoo! Well not exactly like this, the dress code is MOVIE CHARCTERS [i know], but i bet it'll be as hip as this party here! Wakaka

MY MC

2006-12-08T22:55:00.000-08:00

Do you like my medical cert??? cute roight? Oh gosh i love it to bits!!!

gerls day out yeah.

2006-12-08T06:03:00.000-08:00

Im numb-struck. And i dont know where to begin. The day went well at first with all the shoppping with rinnie J. Bugis street was great, and so was Far east. Then we chilled at the waterfront at Esplanade, and had our dinner there too. We brought Kfc there to eat. It was nice, but it was low-tide..:( LOL nvm. Then something happened and now im just numb and disappointed?? Well being numb, i cant actually tell exactly how im feeling now. Sigh i guess its just one of the moments when you feel very down and very NOT URSELF. Ergh i dont know, im just very detached from the world now. And i feel like going to the beach right now, and just shout as loud as i possibly can!! If im still outside now, i think i'll be heading down to EC already. Haiz. nvm. Im seriously feeling very ERGH!!!! Ok i think i'll just shut myself from the world for a few days. I wanna reorganise my thoughts and all. I wanna read my books [funny as it may sound, but hell yeah i do read], and i wanna just chill and forget about stuff. Stuff that only makes me feel, ERGH. NVM. Ok before i go i just wanna say the F word. Im sorry people, but i just wanna say it for no utter reason [hope u mind yeah?]... ok here it goes. F***!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Ok i feel better, and now i must seek forgiveness coz i said that word.. ok then CIAO!

Signing out::: URIE