BEAUTIFUL AWAKENING -stacie orrico-
Friday, September 22, 2006 @ 7:50 PM
prelims out, O's in.. haiz.. such an APPROPRIATE way of putting things.. okok aisyah stop being all pessimistic and skeptical.. haiz.. so umm.. let's refresh.. haha.. prelims out, RAYA's coming!! haha.. oh no.. that's NOT good either.. damn excited for the festive season, but later forget about O's.. nono.. cannot be.. okie let's do this ONE more time.. prelims out, 1 final hurdle left to go.. yeah!.. okok.. so i got "the right" start.. yeap.. now i have to look at things with a more positive attitude.. yeah its all abt the attitude ppl.. haiz.. so umm..knowing that i didnt do SO well in my prelims, i HAVE to make a start NOW.. i mean not mug NOW. but like what mr yau said.. we cannot let the first week go to waste.. toop toop.. its thurs oledi.. so yeah.. i have to start to do some work today.. oh wells wth.. i havent even clean up my room.. i WAS SUPOSE to clean it up by yesterday i think.. haiz.. i have to paint my room.. but oh wells.. as ususal lethargy got over me.. and umm i'm damn cynical haiz. evrything i do i MAKE sure its worthwhile taking up my time.. oh gosh when did i ever become so calculative.. ergh.. oh yeah i picked up this quote: I SHALL NOT RUSH INTO A JOB WITHOUT HAVING A LIFETIME OF CONSIDERATION! lolz.. loike it?.. wells i SURE DO..
muakakaa.. anyway..beautiful awakening -stacie orrico- hmm so inspiring and stimulating.. lolz.. i have to make sure that i really work hard for my O's.. really really hard.. and really smart as well.. i mean, prelims was just like a normal TEST to me.. oh gosh.. wth happened to me. but yeah, prelims was never really seen as PRELIMS to me.. i just took it lightly.. wells not LIGHTLY but umm.. i guess the pressure didnt really sink in.. oh wells.. so umm.. this is my pivotal period.. man i cant believe im actually saying this.. its quite scary sometimes coz u noe that there're ppl looking up on u to do ur very best.. counting on u, doting on u.. and of course i dont ever wanna let them down. i dont wanna let MYSELF down.. lolz.. so emo sia. anyway, yeah i guess i have to make MY beautiful awakening.. i have to.. hmm wells.. one thing that i can really do now is to PRAY. i hope that everything works out fine.. the way i plan, the way my family plans.. so yeah.. god willing.. i can do it.. umm. b4 i go i got another quote: There is no security on this earth. Only opportunity. ponder over it yeah? peace out peeps..
