nothing to do
Thursday, November 30, 2006 @ 12:51 AM
I dont know why but the after-Os effect is REALLY sinking in. Its not that i loathe holidays or anything like that, but doing NOTHING can be quite galling. A pretty BLEAK and DULL day i guess. At first im on the comp, and the next moment im glued to the tv, but after awhile i find myself on the comp yet again, coz there's really nothing much to do at home. Oh no, i never thought i would go through this coz I THOUGHT i had my holidays all PLANNED out. But apparently the decision to quit my job really sets the holiday mood to be quite DREARY and MONOTONOUS. Oh no i cant blame on that decision to quit, nor can i blame it on the holidays. Its just that i feel kinda "lost" whenever i have nothing to do. And its definitely aint the nicest feeling on earth. LOL. I feel ASTRAY and MISPLACED coz it seems like my priorities and goals are no longer constricted, for NOW of course. The liberty i have now seemed to hold no purpose. ERGH. I thought holidays would mean hanging out with friends EVERY single day, doing an activity at least once a day, and just be HAPPY u know. I thought everything would just fall into place like how i hoped and imagined it would before Os ended. But i guess, everyone has their own life to live, and i've got mine to fill. I cant possibly be selfish, so being neutral me, i know that people are busy, i just let them be, and let me be. I'll figure out soon what i want to do to fill up my time. But for now, i guess i'll just rot at home again, and see myselfing marking time, waiting for the clock to tick, and hope for a better day tomorrow. Just for the record, I have been rotting for 2 LONG days. Yeah. Oh gosh, i sound very PATHETIC, and so lifeless. But dont fret, i'll be filling up my weekend soon. I'll be heading to Jb for a day. Eat and shop i guess. And then on sunday i'll be chilling out with Lisa again. LOL. alright then, i feel MUCH better after blogging today. LOL, it kills time!! Yeah, alright then, gotta go.. makan time. wakaka.Signing out:::: URIE
pig out at home.. LOL
Wednesday, November 29, 2006 @ 4:06 AM
Hey today was quite a slow day for me. As in not SLOW slow, but its just that the day felt very relaxed and hassle-free. It was great of course, with the nice cool weather. I woke up late, as usual at about 11 plus? Yeah i think somewhere around there. Did nothing the whole day except that i went online in the afternoon and watched MTV. LOL, finally sia, i got CABLE! YEY. I watched room raiders and pop inc. FYI, i dont think the mtv vjs are THAT hot. Just a SO-SO for me. Vj colby does have a good body, cant deny that, but he's not charming and handsome. LOL, im sorry if im being too mean, but umm, he's just not my type. LOL. Brendon's way better. hehe. Anyways, here i am, back online. With no one to chat with. Except for this cina dude who recently added me on msn. Freaky coz he stays in my neighbourhood! And i've got a feeling he lives in the same block as me! ergh :S The thing is, he's quite despo to get my no! Ai yo yo, i dont even know him man. TSK3...Well of course i just beat around the bush and tried to change the subject. LOL. I hope he GOT THE HINT! Anyways, rest assured i WILL be extra careful when making new friends. I mean, DUH. LOL. Ouh, btw, he's like what, 21! Wakaka, and he's making friends with people who are still in school, like mE! LOL. Anyways, gotta go.. peace out ppl.Signing out::::: URIE
ECP with lisa!
Tuesday, November 28, 2006 @ 4:10 AM
Heyheyhey.. I went out with mah sis today. LOL with kak lisa la.. It was fun. We sat at the breakwaters. Chilled, listened to some nice songs, and we played this so called a "game" which was damn fun. I pretended to be a CLIENT [wakakaka] and Lisa was her usual self of course, the PRO artist. Ok the game went like this, I was suppose to give descriptions of a face like for example full, pouty lips and square jaw line, and Lisa had to draw it out la. Lol it was fun coz the faces turned out to be NICE and PRETTY, like really GORGEOUS! FYI, lisa draws like damn well la! Super-talented lady! woohoo! Anyways, she drew like about 4 faces i think. Yeah then we had to go home coz it was getting kinda late:( We had to be home before dusk, so yeah, we had to rush home. Oh wells there's still other days where i can hang out somemore.. wakakkaa.. ok then gotta go.. see ya..Signing out::: URIE
Psl farewell
Monday, November 27, 2006 @ 3:09 AM
Hey! Guess what!!! I had fun today! And im high AGAIN! woohoo!! I think i get high TOO much this whole week. Like seriously.. I think its just the aftermath of Os. Wakaka, anyways, mazmo, shaza and I, went for our PSL farewell. Yeah, omg, i dont know why but i really think this year's batch of seniors are REALLY REALLY HAPPENING. As in not only for band, but for PSB as well! Compared to last year when only two came, this year, about 10-12 of us came down for the farewell. It started great with a the scissors paper stone game. Well of course its not the PLAIN old scissors paper stones game [if thats one you're thinking]. Its much more fun than that, [thats for sure] coz we had to stand on these chairs which were filled with ICE. Yeah ICE. And the catch is you have to be bare-footed! oooh, why am i not surprised. Wakaka. Anyways, I had my tummy filled, and im bloated AGAIN. We had fried mee hoon, ice-cream, banana fritters, mug beer, cocktail, jelly, sweets, fried chicken, and fried shrimps/prawns. Yeah woohoo. I felt like a glutton yet again. But then, i guess all the running during the "amazing race" or "treasure hunt" made me burn a FEW calories. Wakaka. So i guess indulging was ok. Anyways, the day ended with some skits and songs put up by our fellow PSLs. It was nice. Yeah, even though honestly i was lost most of the time during the skits, but hey, their efforts was really commendable. So i just laughed along during the skits. HEHE. Hey im a nice senior wat can u say. Ok then i gotta go.. peace out ppl..Signing out::: URIE
a nite of fun.. but turned out a lil unexpected..
Sunday, November 26, 2006 @ 6:02 AM
Hey. Ain, mazmo and I went to collect our tickets today. What tickets you may ask. Taufik's Bdae bash LA! LOL. Finally! yeah! Woohoo, no words can describe how high i am now. As in seriously, Im HIGH. Coz of what? TAUFIK LA! You can call me "basi" or so "outdated" coz im still swooning over the 1st sp idol. but who cares! LMAO. Anyways, after feasting our eyes on the barbie doll stuff at city hall, lol, we headed down to EC. WOOHOO, i brought my nasi lemak which was done, prepared and packed by my mom. hur.. so sad rinnnie J couldnt make it.:( Anyways, we sat on this really high bench. Oooh. i felt elevated. wakakaka. We ate nasi lemak and cheese burger that mazmo bought. Then we played with our drinks. Pretended to be in a bar and drank shots. LOL it was damn funny. As always, I WON! Oh gosh im just so pro! [sorry ain and mazmo, but u gals LOST!] wakakaka. Anyways, we played with the sand after eating, and we skipped stones! Woohoo! i managed to skip a few stones. im so pro. [oh gosh i praise myeslf too much] It was damn fun. I wanna go again, this time with rin along. Rin, if u're reading this, i juzt wanna say i miss ur company so much!! We shall hang out again soon k? Ok then, gotta run, i think i should watch HSM again. LOL should i or shouldnt I? nvm la. Ok then peace out pplSigning out:::: URIE
Band farewell
Friday, November 24, 2006 @ 3:14 AM
Hey, i had my band farewell today. Reached there at about 1pm, but then Shaza had yet to settle with her farewell gifts and so Shara and I accompanied her to the study corner at level 2 to finish all the final touch-ups. OMG, can you believe it, she spent like 70 bucks on farewell gifts!! Seriously, she's insane man! I mean, with 70 bucks, i can pamper myself with a new bag or a pair of converse shoes. But Shaza is just so loyal and devoted to band, that money isnt a bother at ALL! She's so pro, cant deny about that. I LOVE U SHAZ! Anyways, we got down to the dining hall only to realise that the pasta sauce was gone! LoL, seriously these band girls ah really got a BIG appetite man. LOL, but it was ok. I settled down with some fish [with NO tartar sauce], roasted chicken [i think], and some mini cakes or tarts. Yeah, it wasnt so bad la. The food was pretty ok coz the caterer was the same as the one hired for prom. After gorging down the food, wakakaka, we went up to the hall and sat through the 'concert'. It wasnt that bad coz i had a ball of time laughing my ass off every now and then. I think this year's bunch of sec 4s is a pretty spontaneous and happening lot. We were so supportive at every single act on stage. We cheered for them and paid close attention to the skits and all. Anyways, after the LONG 2 hr plus 'concert' we had the exchanging of gifts session. OMG, guess what my juniors gave me.. HSM vcd! woohoo. LOL, damn excited, i really appreciate it loads. THANX euphonies!!! LOLs. Im gonna watch it tonight, well even though i've watched it before, but wth. Im gonna watch it again and again and again! wakakaka.. So yeah, gotta run. peace out.Signing out:::: URIE
prom was damn fun
Wednesday, November 22, 2006 @ 11:23 PM
It was a night full of fun, glam, poise, elegance, sumptuous food, great music, and cool lights. PROM! The sexay ladies and i got ready at my house. We put our lovey outfits on, and applied make-up too. OMG, everyone looked damn GORGEOUS! WOOHOO. Sexay ladies, u rawk my world. We took a cab to school. Everyone was so GLAMED up and yeah, everyone looked damn fine.. 4m was so rocking!! Especially table 8. We won the first game which was the quiz on "How well u know the school" sorta thing. WOOHOO. And then cheryl impressed the judges and the whole crowd with her amazing dancing skills. [oh gosh she looked damn cute on stage] And then there was me and mazmo, walking down the runway like we've done it for years. WAKAKAKA. And of course there was AIN, our sexay miss 4m. Girl, u did fantastically well, i am so proud of u!! Anyways, we danced and danced till the last song was played. So sad, but we sure had fun. I remembered dancing like crazy, and i think i scared some of the people.. :( sorry k if i went nuts yesterday, MUAKAKAKA. OMG i cant believe the tokyo drift song was like, COOL to dance along to. Wakaka, okok i've got a confession to make. It aint the most irritating song on earth anymore. Yes ain, u must be smiling rite now. Wakaka. Anyways, ergh.. i dun want prom to end so fast.. HURHUR. It was really great. Got to spend a wonderful night with my sexay ladies. woohoo.. i love it! ok then gotta go.. peace outSigning out:::: URIE
my outing with lisa! wooot!
Monday, November 20, 2006 @ 8:48 AM
Hey, i went out with Lisa to get some accessories for my prom outfit. Yeap, i've been talking about prom all the time during these days. Haiz, but its Ok, coz prom only comes once in a while [i think]. Anyways, we headed to town of course [where else] and started off with dinner at Long johns, Cine. It wasnt so bad coz we had the treasure meal set. Yeah, and then we started looking for my stuff. I feel so bad coz i felt that i was dragging lisa along, i think she got a lil tired. Lol, sorry lisa if i made you dread abit. Wakaka, anyways we managed to get ear-rings, a big bangle, and a belt/rope thingy for my dress. Yeap. I contemplated whether to get a belt or a sash or whatever. Since we couldnt find a nice sash, we stumbled upon this rope thingy which is brown. It suits well with my brown dress, and yeah, i hope i can pull it off on wed. So yeah, shopping was done, and then lisa and i thought of hanging out at Mc's to get some ice-cream or something. Ergh it was so unexpected, i was caught off-guard. When we wanted to head back to Lido there, a guy came up to us, and he gave me a nudge on my left arm. My initial reaction was "WTF?". I thought he was Chinese seh, coz of his fair skin and his dyed hair. Ergh, he opened his mouth, i was a little startled. He said "ade org mintak ur number ah". In eng it means, "eh got someone there who wants ur number". He was pointing to me towards a direction, showing me the guy he was talking about. I didnt even bother to check him out, i took a glimpse of 'him' and i turn back to that cina guy. I said " tak pe la", meaning "its ok la". Lisa and I wanted to walk off, then i guess he was like deaf or something. He gave this look. A very strange look, like "eh u sure u dont want to give ur no?" kinda look. ERGH! i said again "tak pe tak pe". No doubt i cursed him again under my breath. We walked away. I was traumatised, and lisa comforted me. Lol, it was such a 'memorable' experience sia. [Just in case, this all happened within like a few seconds] Anyways, instead of getting ice-cream, we went to city hall esplanade water front to chill out. Of course there were alot of mats and couples. ERGH. We just beared with it. So we wanted to get some stuff to munch on. We spent like a few minutes walking back and forth at the different kiosks to get popcorn and mineral water. I guess the mats who were sitting there got tired of us. And i didnt even realise that a few of them teased me.:( Coz my bag has the GREEN DAY pic, the mats started singing "dont wanna be an american idiot!". LMAO, seriously get a life sia! Disturb people only, got nothing better to do like that. ERGH. SO then lisa and i settled at a quiet corner, at the extreme end, and sat down and CHILL. It was like around ten already. LOL. Then we talked and relaxed and then it was time to go home of course.:( No choice but to head back home and we took the Mrt. Haiz. it was so fun, i wanna go out again. LOL. thanx lisa for helping me out today. Really appreciate it! muackz! THANX. ok then gotta go..Signing out::: URIE
metamorphosis
Sunday, November 19, 2006 @ 4:54 AM
Hey, just for the record, Im a BIG girl now. Well not literally duh, i just feel very grown up and very matured. I guess the numeruos soul-searchings i had made me realise that I am no longer the naive girl i used to be. I am no longer the 'selenger' girl whom could be easily bullied, nor i am the one who used to be very UNCERTAIN and IRRESOLUTE. Well i cant deny the fact that im still indecisive and blur at times, but now i feel much different about myself. I feel better about myself as a whole, spiritually, mentally, physically, and emotionally. I guess one has to go through it to really FEEL it, then you'll understand what i mean. I cant help but to feel liberated everytime i wake up in the morning. I guess its the post-Os symptom. Lol, i duno why but i dont experience what Mr Tay said about waking up in the morning after Os. Waking up and going "HUH, WHAT NEXT?" Hahaha. I guess i have my holidays planned out that's why. I managed to get a job with Rinnie J. YEY. Its at paragon, and we'll start next week. Woohooo. I can earn my own money! Well it aint exactly about the money alone. Its more of the experience. The feeling of being INDEPENDENT, and SELF-RELIANT, and not being handicaped at all. But before all that, of course, my PROM! WOOHOO! Boy am i glad its here. It's FINALLY here! The day aternity had been talking about since since sec 2, is finally drawing near! Lol, i cant wait.. I bet all the sexay ladies will look super duper FINE and GORGEOUS! woohooo! Jia you SEXAY LADIES.. We shall go all out on wed and let our hair down. ok la.. cant wait to see u babes soon.. kkekeke... gotta run.. peace out..Signing out::: URIE
a fantastic day with fantabulous companies
Friday, November 17, 2006 @ 8:32 PM
A day with 'DELICIOUS' [ring a bell?] food, great shopping, and FANTABULOUS companies. What more can you ask for? The day went REALLY well, really really well. It was like having a WHOLE day to ourselves without having to bother about the world and other stuff. It was like a day of pampering and indulging! i had tonnes of fun! No doubt bout THAT. Muakaka. So ain, arini, mazmo and I chillek at Far East. Our plan was to get prom stuff, yeah. We spent the first part of the day walking about, browsing through the shops. Then we got thirsty and hungry, so we went up to the top level to grab a bite. Well technically, it aint a bite at ALL. wakaka.. I had my hor fun, and rin with her wanton, and of course the 2 sexy laksa freaks had their mouth-watering LAKSA that they craved for. WEKEKEKE. We ate and talk. Duh of course we talked! Cant expect us to keep silent roight?? Omg, for heaven's sake, we're out with our besties! how can we not TALK! HAHA. [gosh i sound very piss-ified] Well hell yeah i AM! There was this group of MATS sitting next to our table. Bleugh, disgusting sia. I think they were jealous of us coz we sounded SO happy when we talking and eating. I heard one of them saying "eh tak tau nk makan ke? nanti2 bleh bebual kan" in eng, "eh duno how to eat first izzit? later can talk ah" ERGH! seriously fk off man! Wakakaka. Irritating sia. It wasnt OUR fault we talked alot, but there was just REALLY alot of stuff to talk about! yeah, there was so much to say, we kinda got a lil emo and VERY reflective. Sexy ladies, if you're reading this, i just wanna say, Have FAITH in HIM, coz that's the only way you can gain spiritual strength. Never ever once neglect that, and remember that He will always be there no matter what. Insya-Allah, things will be fine. Anyways, just to lighten up the mood, the MAts were so funny! haha. [omg, so Anti-climax seh!] But wth, they were really hilarious and comical! Its norm for us to speak in eng, and yeah we did. They were speaking in malay duh. I guess they got a lil annoyed by our conversations and the way we spoke, so guess what they did. Well they started to speak in eng also! OMg it was damn funny sia. One of them said loudly, "hmm, this food is so DELICIOUS!" [scooping his food up and down] LMAO!!!!! KAKLA! I couldnt help but to burst into laughter! Oh wells, what do you expect, they ARE mats. [oh gosh im not judging or discriminating them! dont get it wrong yeah?] They are just funny people. WAKAKA. Anyways, i managed to get a dress and heels! woohoo! I just need to grab come accessories and a belt/ribbon to pull everything together. woohoo! Excited banget sih gu-eh! I cant wait for prom!! yeah! Ok gotta go.. peace out ppl.. Signing out:::::: URIEPs: SEXAY LADIES, I LOVE U ALL SO THE VERY THE MUCH AH! MUACKZ!!!
a fantastic day with fantabulous companies
I can fly...
Thursday, November 16, 2006 @ 6:45 AM
I cant express the EXCITEMENT, the EXHILARATION, the ENTHUSIASM in me right now. Im seriously OVER-JOYED, ECSTATIC, ELATED that, that, that, that, Os are FINALLY over!!! wakakkaaka.. Call me crazy and mentally-unsound, but i absolutely DONT CARE! Hahaha. No words can truly express the LIBERTY, the FREEDOM, the AUTONOMY that i've just accomplished. The feeling is so, so, so, ergh, no words can desrcibe man. Weeheee. OMG, my blog tonight sounds like a thesaurus AGAIN. haiz nvm. So umm, i had my A-math and my Chem papers today. A-math was pretty Ok. It wasnt that bad coz the level of difficulty was somewat the same as paper 1. Yeap, so im really thankful for that. woohooo. But for chemistry, hmm... It was really a CHEM-IS-TRY. haiz, ok i shant dwell on it, coz you know why? Os are OVER. So, i dont give a *toot* about it anymore! *happy tots happy tots* I went to EAST COAST LAGOON with maziah and ain today. OMG, it was damn shiok man! We ate like there was no tomorrow. LOL. Ain was like "crying" coz she ate the sambal like alot alot of it. Wakkaka.. she's so cute.. i wished my bestie RINNIE J was there..:(yeap.. ok gotta run... peace out
thankful
Friday, November 10, 2006 @ 9:57 PM
Hey im back to self-analysing and srutinising my life. Well its not like as if its something BAD and DREADFUL, but I have to say, this perpetual critism and remorseful state that i put myself into sometimes do help me THINK and SPECULATE about what life would be like if i didnt have my friends, if i didnt go to CEDAR, if i werent born into my family, if i didnt have my mother, father, brothers, if i didnt do well in my PSLE, if i were to behave like someone else, if i didnt have my own room, if i didnt meet the people i did in my life, if i were so ignorant as not to care about others feelings. Basically what i am going to be like if IM NOT ME. It freaks me out sometimes to think about the many various possibilities there are if were to be DIFFERENT. So im here to say that im extremely thankful for what i have in this world. I am very grateful for the friends i have, the family i grew up in, and for all the things i have in life. If it werent for all of you, i wont be the person i am today. And not to forget, He whom i've always seek faith in has been there for me all this while, and i know He will always be there. I cant express my gratitude with just a few minor words. Thus im obliged to give nothing but the best for the people around me, for myself, and for HIM. God-willing i'll persevere and let this final hurdle be very worth-it. I want to make my family proud and i wanna impress and shock my relatives with my resullts that i will get next year. Yeah.. JIA-YOU!! i can do it!! WOOHOO!!! well dats abt it.. gotta go... bb.. peace out..Signing out:::::: URIE
rejoice over geo
Thursday, November 09, 2006 @ 5:24 AM
Heyheyhey, i had my geo paper today. FIOOOH, boy im sure glad its over. How did i fair? I couldnt say that it went fantastically well, nor did it went utterly dissapointing. It was ONCE again a SO-SO for me. What does it mean? Seriously i dont know. If i had a SO-SO feeling for my papers in prelims, well im safe to say that i had done fairly well. But then again, ITS Os ALREADY!! I cant just be HAPPY and Ok with a SO-SO! i mean how do i expect to ace it then?? HAiz I guess the ONLY thing i can do now is to pray. *PRAYS* Ok just have a lil FAITH aisyah, yeah. oh b4 i go.. someone today said "i love u" to me.. so sweet...[yeah u noe who u are.. i appreciate it loads] ok then... peace out.. signing out::::::::::: URIE *shouts*--- IM COMING BREESYAH!!! where's daddy?!
rejoice after SS
Monday, November 06, 2006 @ 3:26 AM
REJOICE! wakakaka. Time to flung away our SS books and notes! Woohoo! Ok, so today's paper was'nt so bad. I cant say i was utterly upset i didnt finish the paper. But merger and separation was'nt so bad coz it came out for prelims before. yeah. So i was kinda happy that it came out Again. But, my sourse-based qn weren't THAT fantastic. I didnt finish the last qn! HAIZ. Call me paranoid, but hell yeah i AM! IT's the O's already if you guys didnt realise. Well i guess i shant dwell on it anymore. It's over. Ok so time to lighten the mood. E-MATH! Oh yeah, i felt that the paper was pretty manageable. I mean i didnt find myself struggling and wanting to rip off the paper or anything. It went well. AL-HAMDULLILAH. *thanks ALLAH* ok la. gotta go... BREESYAH says hi btw... signing out: URIE
SELF ANALYSIS
Friday, November 03, 2006 @ 8:18 AM
Hey, i don't know why but i've been doing ALOT of self-analysis lately. I'm pretty sure its good to do some reality checks once in a while. But it seems that i'm just being abit too critical and emotional about myself. This week, things didnt go so well. Life's been pretty rocky for me. Pondering about friendships, love-life, studies, home, my behaviour, my weight, my family. Haiz, basically i've been thinking about my whole life of late. Omg, i think im beginning to sound more and more like Krishna. OH NO! hahaha. Anyways, i've come to a conclusion that i'm a real NEUTRAL person. ( as mentioned by my best fren.. u noe who u are :P) You can call it good and you can call it bad. Hey im just being "neutral", i don't mind what you'd say about me. So yeah, i'm the most NEUTRAL gal on earth (i think). Frankly, i don't think it's something to be REALLY proud of. I may appear aloof and distant to other people. But i'm not. Being a people-pleaser i tend to AGREE with everything and CONFORM to my surroundings. And you can see this through my open-mindedness, and my "hey i'm not judging you" character. HOWEVER, being detached and impartial doesnt mean i dont have feelings at all. I mean, i may not literally showcase my emotions out in the open, but i still do have my "struggles" deep down inside. And one more thing, being neutral is definitely not an easy thing. People make mistakes and i do have my flaws. I do have my moments, and i certainly do have IMPERFECTIONS. All i'm trying to say is that i feel that being me, i have to live up to these expectations that are indirectly set for me along the way as i grow up. And believe me it can quite demanding at times. So yeah, i feel quite tired and drained sometimes. So i just wanna apologise to all my frens and the ppl around me for all the my wrong-doings and my imperfections.. Ok dats it gotta go.