G!amorous

metamorphosis

Sunday, November 19, 2006 @ 4:54 AM

Hey, just for the record, Im a BIG girl now. Well not literally duh, i just feel very grown up and very matured. I guess the numeruos soul-searchings i had made me realise that I am no longer the naive girl i used to be. I am no longer the 'selenger' girl whom could be easily bullied, nor i am the one who used to be very UNCERTAIN and IRRESOLUTE. Well i cant deny the fact that im still indecisive and blur at times, but now i feel much different about myself. I feel better about myself as a whole, spiritually, mentally, physically, and emotionally. I guess one has to go through it to really FEEL it, then you'll understand what i mean. I cant help but to feel liberated everytime i wake up in the morning. I guess its the post-Os symptom. Lol, i duno why but i dont experience what Mr Tay said about waking up in the morning after Os. Waking up and going "HUH, WHAT NEXT?" Hahaha. I guess i have my holidays planned out that's why. I managed to get a job with Rinnie J. YEY. Its at paragon, and we'll start next week. Woohooo. I can earn my own money! Well it aint exactly about the money alone. Its more of the experience. The feeling of being INDEPENDENT, and SELF-RELIANT, and not being handicaped at all. But before all that, of course, my PROM! WOOHOO! Boy am i glad its here. It's FINALLY here! The day aternity had been talking about since since sec 2, is finally drawing near! Lol, i cant wait.. I bet all the sexay ladies will look super duper FINE and GORGEOUS! woohooo! Jia you SEXAY LADIES.. We shall go all out on wed and let our hair down. ok la.. cant wait to see u babes soon.. kkekeke... gotta run.. peace out..

Signing out::: URIE