G!amorous

thankful

Friday, November 10, 2006 @ 9:57 PM

Hey im back to self-analysing and srutinising my life. Well its not like as if its something BAD and DREADFUL, but I have to say, this perpetual critism and remorseful state that i put myself into sometimes do help me THINK and SPECULATE about what life would be like if i didnt have my friends, if i didnt go to CEDAR, if i werent born into my family, if i didnt have my mother, father, brothers, if i didnt do well in my PSLE, if i were to behave like someone else, if i didnt have my own room, if i didnt meet the people i did in my life, if i were so ignorant as not to care about others feelings. Basically what i am going to be like if IM NOT ME. It freaks me out sometimes to think about the many various possibilities there are if were to be DIFFERENT. So im here to say that im extremely thankful for what i have in this world. I am very grateful for the friends i have, the family i grew up in, and for all the things i have in life. If it werent for all of you, i wont be the person i am today. And not to forget, He whom i've always seek faith in has been there for me all this while, and i know He will always be there. I cant express my gratitude with just a few minor words. Thus im obliged to give nothing but the best for the people around me, for myself, and for HIM. God-willing i'll persevere and let this final hurdle be very worth-it. I want to make my family proud and i wanna impress and shock my relatives with my resullts that i will get next year. Yeah.. JIA-YOU!! i can do it!! WOOHOO!!! well dats abt it.. gotta go... bb.. peace out..

Signing out:::::: URIE