sorry
Wednesday, February 28, 2007 @ 3:46 AM
Hey firstly i wanna apologise for not updating my blog for God-knows how long. Yeah, really sorry for that aite. I guess i've been busy nowadays. Or perhaps im just too tired to update my blog. HAHA. School's been ok. I had my OGL camp last week. It went well. Kinda slack though [i think]. I mean in Cedar all camps are like so hastening. SENSE OF URGENCY is THE ultimate thing. But in mj i guess its more relaxed coz firstly, we're no longer in secondary school. And secondly perhaps its the activities that were held were not THAT strenuous. Basically what we did for the camp was ice breakers, mass dance, MORE mass dance, wet & wild, and CSI mj style. Erm i gotta admit the CSI was kinda boring coz solving crimes and murders just isnt my niche. So during the report writing for CSI, i was like dazed away the WHOLE time. HAHA. Sorry guys. Anyways i enjoyed the mass dance sessions! HAHA, we're gonna do 3 mass dances during the second orientation. Woohoo! Im definitely looking forward to that. :D So camp's over. The week starts anew. Its wednesday today. School was kinda boring. There wasnt anything new or interesting to perk me up. Well except for our lit drama preparation after school. HAHA. We're working on a Shakespeare play called MACBETH but with a modern twist to it of course. Im not a "Shaspearean" kid so i had to learn the text from scratch. Oh but then again, Sumathi was there to save me a whole lot of trouble coz she went online to get the synopsis. All I had to do was to listen to her narrating the story. HAHA. Smart aye? Wakaka. Oh wells i wasnt the only freak who didnt know tha play. There were a bunch of us who were clueless of the whole thing. Anyways, my group's performance is TOMORROW! And i heard alot of people are coming down to watch it. :S AGH! As though we need THAT EXTRA PRESSURE! Haiz. Well i better get a grip before i screw things up BIG TIME. LOL. Oh yeah i forgot to mention im playing the role of one of the 3 witches. But due to the modern context that is being comprehended im now playing the role as one of the PSYCHOBOMOS! Wakaka. Go figure! LOL! Well i guess i better rehearse my lines and make sure i do sound like a freaky woman tomorrow. Ok then gotta go!
penfold-my new found love..
Monday, February 19, 2007 @ 2:10 AM
Hey im currently in love with sounds of PENFOLD, this rock/emo/indie band. Even though i may be slow, just fell in love with 'em quite RECENTLY in the beginning of the year, but wth. This band is formed in 1996/1997, but the 4 members have split up in 2003. SO SAD! Despite the parting, i love their songs to bits! Especially I'LL TAKE YOU EVERYWHERE. Argh its so difficult to get their songs from the net. As you know, i dont exactly download songs, i only listen to em online. HAHA, im a good citizen [yeah rite]. Anyways, i found out this websites, in case you are interested in catching some of their tunes. [Do visit em aite?]http://www.purevolume.com/penfoldhttp://cdbaby.com/cd/penfold2
missing you gals
Saturday, February 17, 2007 @ 8:07 PM
Lately everybody's been blogging about how much they miss one another. I cant help but to but write in as well. I've been reading my sexay ladies' blogs as usual, and its just so emotional whenever i think about them. I miss the times we shared in Cedar. Being the blur queen, [i hate to say this], i really miss being bullied by ain; my seat partner, and a.k.a mrs batisah. I miss having to rely on ain during lessons. STONING, ZONING and DOZING; these are MY ultimate expertise. There would always be a time in class where i'd lean over to ain and whisper, "AIN, IM NOT PAYING ATTENTION". And then, she'd say "I KNOW BABE". HAHA. Oh gosh poor ain would then have to explain to me all those stuff that i missed out. Ain, thanx for being so patient with me and putting up with my crazy nonsense in class.And then, there's Mazmo. Wakaka, my sworn-taufik-buddy, a.k.a Mrs miller! She's been there with me at every single taufik outing i went to. Omg, to think about it, we SHOULD label ourselves as stalkers! I mean, we literally followed taufik almost everywhere he went. I still remeber our VERY 1st outing at Paya lebar. We waited for like God knows how long, just to see him on stage. Even though we suffered leg cramps, im glad i went through it with you babe! Oh yeah, mazmo's also my front partner in class. We'd sing HSM everytime we're bored! wakaka! I miss imitating troy! Oh! And those water bottles we used as microphones, lol, i miss 'em too!And then, there's RINNIE J! woohoo! She's my angel. Like a mother to me [even though im like older than her, but what the heck]. She's my cool babe. I always look forward to malay class coz i always wanted to chat with her and catch up on old stuff. Then, there's recess! We'll all sit at the round table and eat together. Oh, and i like to chill with her by the esplanade waterfront. HAHA. being emo with her is cool. Great company for those moments when you just feel like doing nothing but reflect and stone. BUT, when she gets high, o.O she's A TOTAL goof ball! haha i love ya babe.Im missing my babes! I miss em so much that it aches. Oh anyways, before i go, just a shout out to ma sis,HAPPY BURFDAY!!!! SWEET 18! WOOHOO!!may all your wishes and dreams come true in the following year!
missing ma sexay ladies
Friday, February 16, 2007 @ 4:07 AM
Hey. Firstly, a big shout out to my sexay, MAZMO. Thanx for the wonderful testi/tribute you did on your LJ. Just wanna let you know, i really appreciate it loads babe. Thanx, and you rawk my world. LOL. To extend my gratitude i'd like to dedicate this poem to you, and to my other sexay ladies, rin and ain. You gals make my life pefect. I'd cherish our friendship forever [insya-Allah].
MySpace Comments The world moves like a speedy train.
With inevitable changes everywhere.
We’ll get through the struggles and pain,
Believe me babes, we’ll never be in despair.
I stay up at night and I wait for your call.
Wishing we could chat as much as before.
But even though time may hinder it all.
I know deep inside you still hope for more.
random poem..
Monday, February 12, 2007 @ 6:08 AM
Wash away the smile of hope.Succumb to defeat and perish the glee.Bracing myself; yes i shall cope.No more trounce till eternity.
results
Friday, February 09, 2007 @ 4:35 AM
Hey i have to admit, im not exactly in the best of mood earlier today. I was taking things kinda too hard i guess. I mean that twinge of disappoinment just couldnt stay in; I just HAD to break down. Seriously if i could rewind time, i would have just tried to control my emotions more professionally. I think i made a few people REALLY REALLY worried, like MY MOM, and my sexay ladies. Haiz, im really sorry you guys. I didnt mean to scare all of you. Really couldnt help it. So yeah, my sincerest apologies on that.Anyways, just so you, im feeling MUCH better now [Al-hamdullilah]. Firstly thats coz i went out with rin. But its so sad ain and mazmo couldnt join us. Anyways, rin and i went to city hall LJ. I found out that gorging is a form of antidote! Lol well, not exactly, but it does help to a certain extent. I guess.. After eating we chilled at the merlion for a while. Took some pictures with rin, and basically just hang out and reflect abit. Kinda therapeutic to walk around and enjoy the great scenery. Oh yeah, rin gave me a cute letter. THANX BABE! Really love it! Anyways, i got home. I switched the computer on and i read people's blogs as always. And guess what, ma sis wrote a poem specially for me. AW, sweet isnt it? KEKEKE, really appreciate it lisa! THANX LOADS :D You made my day! And you've just inspired me to write as well. When dark clouds surround,
All ominous and daunting.
I cry out loud,
And I see you coming.
The tears that fall no longer encumber.
Your presence and charisma,
I shall always remember.
*dedicated to lisa* [thanx for your poem babe :D]
I hope you like it!
NERVOUS!
Wednesday, February 07, 2007 @ 3:03 AM
Hey. Im kinda apprehensive about the whole releasing of results thing on friday. Agh! Not exactly looking forward to it. :S I was sitting in the canteen, and suddenly it struck me yet again. FRIDAY! Its THIS FRIDAY for heaven's sake. Is that like freaking near or what? Oh my, can you hear the thumping sound? Well i assure you its the beat of my heart! Haha. That goes to show how jumpy i am. HaizAnyways, I have no school on friday! Yay i guess that makes up for the agony. I mean if there were school on friday, i bet i wont be able to pay attention in lectures & tutorials. I reckon my mind will be drifted away, constantly thinking about the results. Haha. So currently im planning to have breakfast with rin if she's free. Haha i've yet to ask her though. So yeah anyways, i wont have to wake up early to go to school. I can sleep my way through till the late morn. Haiz i guess i wont be having alot of sleep on thur's night. I'll probably be tossing and turning in bed all night. HAHA [i wonder why]. Ok then gotta go. Geo test tmr. ERGH.Signing out::: URIE
Road race!
Friday, February 02, 2007 @ 11:01 PM
Yo waddup! I just got home from downtown east. Feeling kinda sluggish [as usual]. LOL, i nearly missed my stop! Slept in the train while riding home. Haiz, i guess this is just the normal thing we students face. LACK OF SLEEP! omg we should do a petition or something. Lessen the number of school events in school pls.. HAHA.Anyways enough about my indolence. Road race today was pretty ok i guess. There wasnt much running [nor jogging!]. I mean the House jogged TOGETHER [like literally]. Of course there were cases when there were big gaps all over. But at the moment we got close to the finishing line, atlas stopped and waited for EVERYONE, and later continued the "race" together. OMG. Can you imagine how slow we were? I mean even the 2nd house managed to catch up with us! LOL, GO FIGURE!YAY, im going out soon with ma sexay ladies. Ok then gotta run!Signing out::: URIE
Road race tmr..
Hey! Sorry i havent been blogging much since the last weekend. Packed schedules as always. So yeah, my sincerest apologies on that. Anyways, the whole week was quite tiring i must say. Damn strenuous especially on monday. Reached home at about 9.45pm. Oh my. Dance. Thats why. But in any case i love to dance so i cant possibly complain much. Hehe. Well the thing is, i tend to zonk out ALOT more than usual. I mean, i need AT LEAST 6 hours of sleep in order to function well the next morning. So yeah i guess, little sleep gets me feeling lethargic and very slothful. Oh no i think im becoming more apathetic. Agh! I cant afford to! No No! Aisy wake up!Ok with all that shitz aside, something "great" happened to me this week. So yeah that makes up for all the uglyness of school this week. HAAHAA. I shant say it now [lol of course not, so malu-ating]. But to my sexay ladies and ma sis, i'll inform u babes about it soon aite? [Lol mazmo knows it already, but wth i dont mind having to retell it to her]. Haha. Ok i bet you're dying to know what the heck im talking about. Ok, give ya a hint. EC. Ok thats it! HAHA. The rest, GO FIGURE. LMAO.Anyways, tomorrow mj has this road race event. JOG for 3km. Hurhur. Not exactly looking forward to that, but oh wells. I guess i have to go. LOL. Ok then gotta run. I have some GP stuff to work on. Ok then. Peace out.Signing out::: URIE