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Tuesday, March 06, 2007 @ 1:33 AM

I never knew it could be so painful. You know, not getting what you want. Well i jolly well experienced that today. Not trying to condemn myself even further but i was really taken aback when i logged on into the MOE website. Im not saying that i was so cocky and over confident, thinking that i can easily slide through into MJ with my l1r5 score. Its just that, that pang of disappointment hit me hard. Its so surreal. Haiz.

Anyways, i went back to mj today to appeal. I guess i was too fretful and anxious, i forgot to bring the important documents along. So poor Linda had to accompany me back to aljunied and get whatever that was needed. SORRY LINDA! MA FAN NI! Anyways i filled in the appeal form and sent in the photocopied O level result slips, cca records and what not. Quite a tedious process. :S Oh there were quite a number of people who tried to appeal into MJ as well. Omg, the atmosphere was quite intimidating. I see people with 12 raw and what not. Whereas me? I only got my 3 months experience there to back me up [and maybe perhaps dance? haha well i worked my ass off for the CNY performance! the least i should get is some credits right? haha. ok im starting to crap ALOT]. Anyhooos, the lady in the GO told me that they will consider my application, and they will ring me if my appeal is approved. But if i dont receive any news by the 13th, that means no hope for mj for me. Pray hard for me people! I really want to get back into MJ.

I got out of GO, joined linda and si hui, and candra [or issit kendra?]. We chatted for a while. THEN..... Something AMAZING happened. I was so happy after that. LOL, it drove all my blues away. Omg, im beginning to sound like a mad kid dont i? Well maybe its of nothing to you but wth. I saw my ec today! HAHA! That cheered me up like BIG TIME. hehe. [oh no im gg bonkers again].

Ok then thats all i have for today. Shall update soon. peace!